First Night at the Catholic Club (Part 3) – Mad Chaos: October 10, 1998
No luck on the pokies, so the group moves to the snooker tables. Keith shines while I mostly mess up the white ball, and nicknames fly.
First Night at the Catholic Club (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: October 10, 1998
I sign the registry and enter the Club for dinner, then wander the floor bumping into old friends who cannot believe I am there.
First Night at the Catholic Club (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: October 10, 1998
A boring day gaming turns around when Keith invites me out. We collect Ralf and Shawn, stop for pizza and head for a new kind of night.
Lyssa’s Worrying Late Night Call – Mad Chaos: October 9, 1998
Lyssa rings after midnight with worrying news. I sit up late, torn between guilt, hope and old feelings, and write it all down.
Run-ins at Macarthur Square (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: October 8, 1998
Shawn and Keith flick through albums while I wonder why some people avoid me face to face. Gossip about Simon caps off a late night drive.
Run-ins at Macarthur Square (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: October 8, 1998
Movies with Keith and the boys go well until I see Lyssa with her friends and then Ali. A sneaky stroll inside the cinema follows.
Ants, Gym Pumps and a Last Corner Race (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: October 7, 1998
I spot a popular girl from school on the gym bikes, then recount a night race where Keith tried to run me wide on the last corner.
Ants, Gym Pumps and a Last Corner Race (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: October 7, 1998
Ants take over the toilet, I laugh at my own growing diary entries, and a call from Imad and a long ab workout fill a quiet day.
A Day Out With Lyssa in Parramatta (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: October 6, 1998
I reflect on saving money and writing from home, share a bit of blank verse, then recall Monday night with Keith and Simon before heading out.
A Day Out With Lyssa in Parramatta (Part 3) – Mad Chaos: October 6, 1998
A cheeky squeeze of a make up tester goes wrong and has us both laughing. Later I wait with Lyssa for her bus and head home to rest.
A Day Out With Lyssa in Parramatta (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: October 6, 1998
A phone box scramble, a late bus and a train trip to Parramatta with Lyssa. Her photos stir up old irritations on a rainy day.
Red Beams and a Harbour Night (Part 4) – Mad Chaos: October 5, 1998
Ralf and I wander the City rocks near the Harbour Bridge, watch a nightclub cruise boat unload, and prank Ralf while he sleeps on the way home.
Red Beams and a Harbour Night (Part 3) – Mad Chaos: October 5, 1998
Lyssa memories sting while Jett talks to Min-Su. Later a red beam light brings out silly night time pranks on a beach full of strangers.
Red Beams and a Harbour Night (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: October 5, 1998
A shouting match wakes the street while I watch from Keith’s car. We regroup at Tatton’s with Jett, Min-Su and Tamsen, then cruise the town.
Red Beams and a Harbour Night (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: October 5, 1998
I open with a dramatic hunters-at-the-gate retelling of a club night, then rewind to the quarrels before we left the house.
The Days of Reckoning (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: October 4, 1998
Lyssa calls just as I was thinking of her, then turns defensive about last night. I reflect on her friends and wonder about her real intentions.
The Days of Reckoning (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: October 4, 1998
Keith, Shawn, Ralf and the boys drop in late at night. The City plan collapses and we find ourselves rearranging an empty house for a laugh.
Parramatta Shopping and a Call from Lyssa (Part 3) – Mad Chaos: October 3, 1998
A restless afternoon train ride from Campbelltown to Miranda, with glances across the carriage and thoughts about my body, summer and finding a girlfriend.
Parramatta Shopping and a Call from Lyssa (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: October 3, 1998
Jett and I trade games of John Madden Football while he spends the night on the phone. The hoped for Cronulla beach trip never happens.
Parramatta Shopping and a Call from Lyssa (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: October 3, 1998
A day of work clothes shopping in Parramatta ends with an unexpected phone call from Lyssa, bursting with news about her pay rise and her trip.
Tatton’s Terrible Driving Night (Part 4) – Mad Chaos: October 1, 1998
I wake mid afternoon with a stiff neck and plan a shopping trip for my advance pay. Three months since Lyssa and I split, it feels time to move on.
Tatton’s Terrible Driving Night (Part 3) – Mad Chaos: October 1, 1998
We sit in Lucas and Simon’s lounge room trying to talk them into a weekend party. The night drifts into car naps and dreams of a Casino night.
Tatton’s Terrible Driving Night (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: October 1, 1998
Tatton’s driving gets scarier by the corner, and the car keeps conking out. Later a street dash with Imad ends at Lucas and Simon’s new place.
Tatton’s Terrible Driving Night (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: October 1, 1998
Keith turns up in his new dark red car and invites me out for a drive. Letting Tatton behind the wheel turns out to be the night’s worst call.
Hot Days and Fresh Starts – Mad Chaos: September 30, 1998
On the last day of the month he writes a song about a crazy world, prints his resume at a friend’s and sorts out an Optus bill before the month ends.
Hot Days and Fresh Starts (Part 3) – Mad Chaos: September 29, 1998
In the evening Lyssa phones twice, he works on his resume and fights off bugs. The night ends with an odd, rambling joke.
Hot Days and Fresh Starts (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: September 29, 1998
He sets out to rebuild his body and confidence, recording a full workout from chest to abs and noting what to improve next.
Hot Days and Fresh Starts (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: September 29, 1998
A scorching walk to Campbelltown, a catchy summer song and a decision about Lyssa open the day. Centrelink and the mall fill the rest.
Two Girls and a Missed Chance (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: September 28, 1998
The evening swings from warmth to distance as Lyssa sends mixed signals. Frustrated, he watches her leave and struggles to sleep through the flu.
Two Girls and a Missed Chance (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: September 28, 1998
He spends Sunday waiting on friends who never come and watching a suspicious grand final. Lyssa finally phones and plans for the evening begin.
Two Girls and a Missed Chance (Part 5) – Mad Chaos: September 28, 1998
He regrets not speaking up, jogging through the heat and ending up with a cold drink and nothing else. Back home, calls from Lyssa and Imad wait.
Two Girls and a Missed Chance (Part 4) – Mad Chaos: September 28, 1998
Back home he rewrites what the computer ate and listens to Jett’s story. Then he recalls following two girls from the platform onto the Campbelltown train.
Two Girls and a Missed Chance (Part 3) – Mad Chaos: September 28, 1998
Determined to better himself, he sets off for the job seeker office and then spends the day in Westfield, where two girls catch his eye.
Sick Day at Cronulla Beach (Part 3) – Mad Chaos: September 27, 1998
After the beach, friends drift in and out. Shawn arrives for a night of PlayStation while Lyssa phones with stories from her evening.
Sick Day at Cronulla Beach (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: September 27, 1998
He spends hours on the sand while Jett rides the waves, then catches the train home with a few close calls with ticket inspectors.
Sick Day at Cronulla Beach (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: September 27, 1998
Despite a heavy cold, he follows through on the beach plan with Jett. A late night call with Lyssa and a festival on Queen Street frame the day.
Centrelink, a Poem and Plans (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: September 25, 1998
After hours of thinking about the triangle of Lyssa, Jewell and himself, he writes an old style poem and annotates its symbols. It is his first real attempt to make sense of it all.
Centrelink, a Poem and Plans (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: September 25, 1998
He battles Centrelink over a missing form and discovers his money has run out. A call from Jett gives him something to look forward to.
Burgers and Goodbyes With Lyssa (Part 3) – Mad Chaos: September 24, 1998
With only Simon for company, the diarist takes stock of the people around him and who he can trust. Late night finds him fiddling with speakers and finally heading to bed.
Burgers and Goodbyes With Lyssa (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: September 24, 1998
After an hour of talk at a fast food table, Lyssa heads home and he heads into a lonely evening. He starts counting down to Sunday.
Burgers and Goodbyes With Lyssa (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: September 24, 1998
He talks his way into a Campbelltown outing with Lyssa, carrying her bag and chasing a little more time with her. Lunch and honest talk follow.
A Fragile Truce With Lyssa (Part 4) – Mad Chaos: September 23, 1998
Lyssa’s cold and her questions about Jewell leave the two of them lying apart in the dark. The next morning they head to Campbelltown still unsure where they stand.
A Fragile Truce With Lyssa (Part 3) – Mad Chaos: September 23, 1998
He sees Lyssa off at the station, then meets her that evening for a rented movie and a pizza that nearly goes wrong. A lift home sets up the night ahead.
A Fragile Truce With Lyssa (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: September 23, 1998
Hours of waiting end with a call from Lyssa, who has finally listened to his CD. The conversation is gentle, sad and a little hopeful.
A Fragile Truce With Lyssa (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: September 23, 1998
Back home alone with Mariah Carey on the stereo, the diarist replays the last two days with Lyssa. Regret arrives too late, just as hers once did.
Telling Lyssa About Jewell (Part 3) – Mad Chaos: September 22, 1998
Guilt keeps him quiet all the way to Leumeah until Lyssa slips her hand around his. The invitation to stay raises hopes he is not sure he deserves.
Telling Lyssa About Jewell (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: September 22, 1998
On the train to Parramatta the diarist admits what Jewell meant to him during the break up. Lyssa’s hurt reaction turns the rest of the journey into one long apology.
Telling Lyssa About Jewell (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: September 22, 1998
After one emotional night with Lyssa, the diarist sits down and writes out exactly what he wants from his next girlfriend. It is part wish list, part confession of regret.
Planning To Surprise Lyssa – Mad Chaos: September 21, 1998
Third diary entry for September 21, 1998. Jermaine The Protector, Plans Shot Through, Offer To Help Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Knowing That It Is Finally Over – Mad Chaos: September 21, 1998
Second diary entry for September 21, 1998. CD Surface Printed, Fantasy Vs Reality, Jewell’s Parcel, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Final CD Artwork Design Touches – Mad Chaos: September 21, 1998
First diary entry for September 21, 1998. Design CD Cover Artwork For Lyssa, Piano & Ring Logos, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Reasons Behind Lyssa’s CD – Mad Chaos: September 20, 1998
Third diary entry for September 20, 1998. Jett Shows Up, Gianna’s Vendetta, Working On CD Artwork, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Falls Out With Bryce – Mad Chaos: September 20, 1998
Second diary entry for September 20, 1998. Lyssa Hates Bryce, Reminisce In Park, The Medical Emergency, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Mastering CDs at Shire Media Studios – Mad Chaos: September 20, 1998
First diary entry for September 20, 1998. Two Pranksters, Brawls In Sutherland, Leah Is Engaged, Lyssa Calls, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Retreat At The Beach – Mad Chaos: September 19, 1998
Second diary entry for September 19, 1998. Beach Plans, CD Photography, Shire Media Studios, Lyssa Calls, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Realizing I Love Lyssa – Mad Chaos: September 19, 1998
Diary entry for September 19, 1998. Read Back On Phone Calls, Phone Cheating, Patching Things Up With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Inside The Creative Design Process – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998
Fifth entry for September 18, 1998. Curious Eating Habits, Pictures Of Misty Moo, Naming Lyssa’s CD, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Cursed Forsaken Fantasy – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998
Fourth diary entry for September 18, 1998. Mariah Carey, Boredom, CD Deadline, Getting Back With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Wicked Night With The Boys – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998
Third diary entry for September 18, 1998. Hot Day In Town, Lyssa’s CD Ideas, Gym, Chess With Imad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Conscience Taunted By Fantasy – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998
Second diary entry for September 18, 1998. Reading Old Diary Entries, Reading Poems, Hope To Forget Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Picking Songs For Lyssa’s CD – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998
First diary entry for September 18, 1998. Staying Up Late, Pick Songs For Lyssa, Plan To Surprise Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The End Of The Lost Years – Mad Chaos: September 16, 1998
Fourth diary entry for September 16, 1998. Lyssa Calls Gianna, Lost Years Sonnet, The Recognition Era, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Sleeping Over Lyssa’s House – Mad Chaos: July 28, 1998
Second Diary entry for July 28, 1998. Lyssa’s Movie Night With Braxton, Sleep Over Lyssa’s House, Walk Home, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Jewell Flirts With The Friend Zone – Mad Chaos: July 28, 1998
Diary entry for July 28, 1998. An Argument With Lyssa, Jewell Gets Angry, Invite Jewell To Meet, Ali Puts Down Imad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Fights Her Family – Mad Chaos: July 27, 1998
Diary entry for July 27, 1998. Centrelink Enquiry, Call Frank, Lyssa Plans Birthday, Ralf Calls, Quick Chat With Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Braxton Makes His Move On Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 26, 1998
Third diary entry for July 26, 1998. Lyssa Calls, Movies With Braxton, History Repeats, More Flings, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa On A Date At The Movies – Mad Chaos: July 26, 1998
Second diary entry for July 26, 1998. Lyssa Gets Angry, PlayStation With Jett, Feeling Bored At Night, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Asking Myself What I Want – Mad Chaos: July 26, 1998
First diary entry for July 26, 1998. Standpoints In The Love Triangle, Jewell In Focus, Lyssa Rebounds, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Introduced To The PlayStation – Mad Chaos: July 25, 1998
Third diary entry for July 25, 1998. Play PlayStation With Jett, Lyssa Phones Several Times, John Madden Football, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Crumb Slaps Lyssa At Chevy’s – Mad Chaos: July 25, 1998
Second diary entry for July 25, 1998. Jett Picks Up Wallet, Lyssa’s Weekend, Childish Jermaine, Braxton Asks Lyssa Out, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Record New Prank Phone Calls – Mad Chaos: July 25, 1998
Diary entry for July 25, 1998. Prank Calls With Imad, Trysta Talks Dirty, Johnny From America, Winding Down, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Prank Phone Calls With Jett – Mad Chaos: July 24, 1998
Second diary entry for July 24, 1998. Lyssa Complains About Penelope, Game Tapes, Funny Tapes, Prank Calls, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Jewell Becomes The Fantasy Girl – Mad Chaos: July 24, 1998
Second diary entry for July 24, 1998. Lyssa Badgers Me, Jewell Hints At Being Bisexual, The Twister Admirer, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Print CD Artwork In North Sydney – Mad Chaos: July 24, 1998
First diary entry for July 24, 1998. Write & Forget, Research Various Print Shops, CD Rom Services, Phone Frank, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Asking Jewell To Come Over – Mad Chaos: July 22, 1998
Second diary entry for July 22, 1998. Centrelink Breach, Assess Dedications CD, Tax Return, Phone Jewell, Lewd Talk, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Discuss Feelings With Jewell – Mad Chaos: July 22, 1998
First diary entry for July 22, 1998. Angry With Centrelink, Tell White Lies To Jewell, Plans To Meet, Phone Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Explore Wild Fantasies With Jewell – Mad Chaos: July 21, 1998
Diary entry for July 21, 1998. Lyssa Sounds Depressed, Break Taboos With Jewell, A Tentative Date, Love Letters, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Stopping All The Lies – Mad Chaos: July 21, 1998
Diary entry for July 21, 1998. Recite An Old Poem, Lyssa Becomes Interrogative, More Break Ups, Jett Rides Over, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Guitar Jam Session With Ralf – Mad Chaos: July 20, 1998
Second diary entry for July 20, 1998. Make Phone Calls, Demo Tape Jam Session, Lyssa Phones, Future Wife Material, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Reality Blurred With Fantasy – Mad Chaos: July 20, 1998
First diary entry for July 20, 1998. Phone Jewell, Lyssa Has Lots Of Questions, Gift Giving In Past Relationships, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Being Drawn Back To Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 19, 1998
Second diary entry for July 19, 1998. Morning Pleasure, Movies At Lyssa’s House, Diary Notes, Imad Calls, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Hotel Room 313 With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 19, 1998
First diary entry for July 19, 1998. Heightened Sexual Desire, Four Orgasms, Feeling Torn With Guilt, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Hotel Tryst Planned With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 18, 1998
Second diary entry for July 18, 1998. Show Rap To Jett, Lyssa Invites Me Over, Hotel One-Night-Stand Suggestion, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Record ‘Dank’ Rap Song With Jett – Mad Chaos: July 18, 1998
Diary entry for July 18, 1998. Phone Phreaking With Jett, New Rap Song, Jewell Calls, Lyssa Free To Flirt, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
On A Hunt Into The Past – Mad Chaos: July 17, 1998
Second diary entry for July 17, 1998. Lyssa Invites Me To Club, Brite Wite Raps, Dedications CD Artwork, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Boxing Our Relationship Memorabilia – Mad Chaos: July 17, 1998
First diary entry for July 17, 1998. Saving Relationship Memorabilia, Lyssa Discusses Her Birthday Plans, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Shutting Out The Outside World – Mad Chaos: July 16, 1998
Diary entry for July 16, 1998. Radio Edits, Shelve Session Singer Plans, Postpone Call To Jewell, Brite Wite Origins, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Prehistory Of Relationships – Mad Chaos: July 15, 1998
Second diary entry for July 15, 1998. Tashi The Hindu Girl, Love Letters With Faith Harper, Chasing Lotus, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Everything Is Up In The Air – Mad Chaos: July 15, 1998
First diary entry for July 15, 1998. Lyssa Does Not Call, Historical Feelings For Jewell, An Imperfect Diary, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Phones Me All Day – Mad Chaos: July 14, 1998
Diary entry for July 14, 1998. Lyssa Off Sick, Private Porn Catalogue, Lyssa Off The Pill, Four Telephone Calls, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Heart To Heart Talk With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 13, 1998
Diary entry for July 13, 1998. Problems With Centrelink, Comfortable With Friendship, Lyssa Asks For A Break, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
First Friends Date With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 12, 1998
Third diary entry for July 12, 1998. Work For The Dole, Lyssa Starts Aerobics, Watch Movie ‘Freeway’, Lonely Night, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Cruise Around Town With Ali – Mad Chaos: July 12, 1998
Second diary entry for July 12, 1998. Lyssa Vents, Kebabs At Caltex, Visit Imad, Chevy’s, Plan To Visit Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Tension In Ali’s Relationship – Mad Chaos: July 12, 1998
First diary entry for July 12, 1998. Ali Fights With Penelope, Sign Simon’s Plaster Cast, Hang Out At Mobil, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Police Defect Ali’s Celica – Mad Chaos: July 11, 1998
Second diary entry for July 11, 1998. Cruise To Sydney With Ali, Celica Breaks Down, Do Hellies Everywhere, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Write Relationship Chronicle For CD – Mad Chaos: July 11, 1998
Diary entry for July 11, 1998. Dedications CD Story, Use Library Printers, Play Myth On PC, Lyssa Wears All Black, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Mix Music At Fusion Factory – Mad Chaos: July 9, 1998
Diary entry for July 9, 1998. Humor With Lyssa, Trip To Fusion Factory, Help Tatton Get Paid, Phone Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Takes A Break From Life – Mad Chaos: July 8, 1998
Second diary entry for July 8, 1998. Play ‘Riven’, Imad Hangs For A Root, Lyssa Plans To Take Holiday, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Music Edits At The Fusion Factory – Mad Chaos: July 8, 1998
First diary entry for July 8, 1998. Bathroom Tiles Repaired, Purchase FHM Magazine, Ghost Town After Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Jermaine Enters The Love Triangle – Mad Chaos: July 7, 1998
Diary entry for July 7, 1998. Ali Confronts Car Mechanic, Phone Lyssa, Discuss Relationship, Ballooning Diary, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
In Green Meadows With Penelope – Mad Chaos: July 7, 1998
Second diary entry for July 7, 1998. Visit Car Mechanic With Penelope, Green Meadows, , and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Filling The Void In My Mind – Mad Chaos: July 7, 1998
First diary entry for July 7, 1998. Not Wanting To Let Lyssa Go, Root Of Infatuation, Jewell Fills My Void, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Feeling Guilty After The Break Up – Mad Chaos: July 6, 1998
Third diary entry for July 6, 1998. Jewell’s Trip To Queensland, A Flawed Fantasy, No Turning Back Now, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Closer To Lyssa Since Breaking Up – Mad Chaos: July 6, 1998
Second diary entry for July 6, 1998. Lyssa Chases Rainbows, Everybody Knows, Lyssa Depressed About Birthday, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Begs To Get Back Together – Mad Chaos: July 6, 1998
First diary entry for July 6, 1998. Calm With Tennis, Lyssa Phones Up In Tears, Love Will Always Live On, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Deciding To Break Up With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 5, 1998
Fourth diary entry for July 5, 1998. Break Up, Ask Jewell To See Me, Lyssa Asks For Second Chance, Being Pushed Away, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Few Sensual, Horny Days – Mad Chaos: July 5, 1998
Third diary entry for July 5, 1998. Sensual Morning With Lyssa, Prepare For Ali, Lyssa Begrudgingly Offers Oral, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Playing Couples Strip Poker – Mad Chaos: July 5, 1998
Diary entry for July 5, 1998. Police Pull Guns On Us, Partner Swap, Buy Playing Cards, Play Strip Poker, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Cruise To Parramatta With Ali – Mad Chaos: July 5, 1998
First diary entry for July 5, 1998. Visit Imad, Police Pull Ali Over, Guns To Our Heads, Cruise To Sydney, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Prankish Night With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 4, 1998
Diary entry for July 4, 1998. Lyssa’s Club Stories, Argue Over Sex, Make Up Sex, Phone Pranks, Penelope Visits, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Final CD Cover Folder Designs – Mad Chaos: July 3, 1998
Diary entry for July 3, 1998. Hand In Form, Phone Lyssa, CD Cover Folder & Inlay Proportions, Sports Illustrated, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Feelings Mixed Into Dedications CD – Mad Chaos: July 2, 1998
Third diary entry for July 2, 1998. Omitted Question Marks, Song Order, Songs Related To Feelings, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Create New Lyrics On The Fly – Mad Chaos: July 2, 1998
Second diary entry for July 2, 1998. Find Songs For Dedications CD, Girl With Perfectly-Shaped Legs, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Dinner At Centrepoint With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 2, 1998
First diary entry for July 2, 1998. PC Games Marathon, Balcony Dream, Session Guitarist Chat, Bump Into May Winters, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Pull All-Nighter Playing ‘Myth’ – Mad Chaos: July 1, 1998
Second diary entry for July 1, 1998. Play PC Game ‘Myth’ All Night, Imad Visits To Play PC Game, Make Lyssa Cry, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Proofread 1996 Diary Entries – Mad Chaos: July 1, 1998
Third diary entry for June 30, 1998. Read 1996, 1997, Relive Memories With Kathryn, Funky Town Rap Song, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Connected Multimedia Diary Goal – Mad Chaos: June 30, 1998
Second diary entry for June 30, 1998. Prehistory Diary Concept, Goal To Buy CD Burner, Digital Camera, Printer, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Ali Views The Celica Artwork – Mad Chaos: June 30, 1998
Second diary entry for June 30, 1998., Ali & Penelope Visit, View Celica Artwork, Catch Up On Backlog and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Part Of Me Wants To Move On – Mad Chaos: June 30, 1998
Diary entry for June 30, 1998. A Fond Memory, Audio Diary Idea, Keep In Touch With Friends, Reminded Of Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Good Boyfriend Obligations – Mad Chaos: June 29, 1998
Second diary entry for June 29, 1998. Lyssa Is A Good Clingy, Tired Of Supportive Bus Walks, Too Pushy, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Tries To Hock Her CDs – Mad Chaos: June 29, 1998
Third diary entry for June 29, 1998. Haizley Waves, Nikita’s New Boyfriend, Feeling Coerced To Support Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Take Lyssa To Dinner & Movies – Mad Chaos: June 29, 1998
Second diary entry for June 29, 1998. Lonestar Dinner, Snobbed By Dina, A Crush On Haizley, Watch Deep Impact, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Develops A Complex – Mad Chaos: June 29, 1998
First diary entry for June 29, 1998. Stay Up While Lyssa Sleeps, Movie Night, Lyssa Gets Emotional In Bed, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Movie Night Preparation With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: June 26, 1998
Diary entry for June 26, 1998. Myth – Fallen Lords Gameplay, Morning Call From Lyssa, Rent Movie From Video Ezy, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Rent Myth The Fallen Lords On PC – Mad Chaos: June 25, 1998
Diary entry for June 25, 1998. Lyssa In Accounts Department, Rent PC Game, Lyssa Mocks My Diary, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Shopping In Sydney With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: June 24, 1998
Diary entry for June 24, 1998. Print Car Artwork, Sexy Sydney Crowd, Workplace Gossip, Play Deadlock On PC, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Retail Shopping With Penelope – Mad Chaos: June 23, 1998
Second diary entry for June 23, 1998. Relationship Problems, Take Penelope To Wild Things, Lyssa In Sullen Mood, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Being The Master Of My Fate – Mad Chaos: June 23, 1998
First diary entry for June 23, 1998. Time Flies In The Diary, Blaming Myself For Love Triangle, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Slips Into Depression – Mad Chaos: June 22, 1998
Diary entry for June 22, 1998. Lyssa Visits Doctor, Retail Shopping, Celica Artwork, Penelope Asks Me Out, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Checking Out Of Wollongong Novotel – Mad Chaos: June 21, 1998
Third diary entry for June 21, 1998. Wollongong Novotel Buffer Breakfast, The Messenger From God, Lyssa’s House, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
One-Year Anniversary At Wollongong Novotel – Mad Chaos: June 21, 1998
Second diary entry for June 21, 1998. Spa Bath With Lyssa, Locked Out On The Hotel Balcony, Buffet Breakfast, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Kiley Pushes Kieran Away – Mad Chaos: June 21, 1998
First diary entry for June 21, 1998. Kiley Takes A Break From Kieran, Nikita’s Love Life, Ali & Penelope Argue, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Cruising In Streak Performance Celicas – Mad Chaos: June 20, 1998
Second diary entry for June 20, 1998. Parramatta Cruise, Racing A Porsche, Confronting Racists, Snapped Differential, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Spending Time At Lyssa’s House – Mad Chaos: June 20, 1998
First diary entry for June 20, 1998. Hand In Ali’s Dole Form, Pick Up Developed Photos, Visit Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Artwork Of Feelings – Mad Chaos: June 18, 1998
Diary entry for June 18, 1998. Shelve Recording Project, Lyssa Sick, Printing Out CD Artwork, Ali Shares Race Stories, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Jewell Shuts The Door On Us – Mad Chaos: June 18, 1998
Diary entry for June 18, 1998. Lyssa Phones, Ask Jewell To Meet, Jewell Loses Faith, The Four Possible Outcomes, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Social PC Gaming With Imad – Mad Chaos: June 16, 1998
Fourth diary entry for June 16, 1998. Train Home, Sleepover At My House, Lyssa Jigs College, Play Vikings On PC, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Celebrate Lyssa’s Nan’s Birthday – Mad Chaos: June 16, 1998
Third diary entry for June 16, 1998. Formal Family Dinner, Lyssa’s Arch Rival, Sleazy Relatives, Sleepover, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Meeting Lyssa’s Nan – Mad Chaos: June 16, 1998
Second diary entry for June 16, 1998. Accompany Lyssa To Nan’s House, Nan Auctions Home, RSL Club With Norm, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Meeting Donald, Lyssa’s Dad – Mad Chaos: June 16, 1998
First diary entry for June 16, 1998. Play Vikings, Nervous Meeting Lyssa’s Dad, Tennis Club Drinks, Chat, Pokies, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Total Boredom Since Shelving Projects – Mad Chaos: June 11, 1998
Diary entry for June 11, 1998. Lyssa Pressured To Vaccinate, Play Vikings On PC, Footy Show Appearance, Lyssa’s Dad, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Kylie Minogue Signing At Sydney HMV – Mad Chaos: June 10, 1998
Diary entry for June 10, 1998. Lunch With Lyssa, Find Miroslav, Kylie Minogue, Photographer’s Mosh Pit, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Asking Jewell To Meet – Mad Chaos: June 9, 1998
Fourth diary entry for June 9, 1998. An Outpouring Of Emotions, Decide To Pause Dedications CD, Stuck In A Love Triangle, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Caught In A Deadly Love Triangle – Mad Chaos: June 9, 1998
Third diary entry for June 9, 1998. Discuss Our Relationship In Decline, Is Jewell Worth Losing Lyssa For, Lyssa In Tears, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Sour East Hills River Date – Mad Chaos: June 9, 1998
Second diary entry for June 9, 1998. Lyssa Has Her Period, Centrelink Payment Halved, Invited To Penelope’s House, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Fight Erupts With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: June 9, 1998
First diary entry for June 9, 1998. Spot Identical Celica, Cruise Into City, Morning Experiments With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
My First Childhood Sexual Experience – Mad Chaos: June 6, 1998
Diary entry for June 6, 1998. Toby Drives Lyssa Over, Catholic Club Stories, Push-Up Bra, Drunk Fun, Cruise With Ali, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Discovering The Microsoft Word Thesaurus – Mad Chaos: June 5, 1998
Second diary entry for June 5, 1998. Drum Media Inquiries Dry Up, Planning The Weekend, Discovering The Thesaurus, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Making Use Of Library Computers – Mad Chaos: June 5, 1998
First diary entry for June 5, 1998. Looking For An Available Piano, Visit Library, Use Computers & Internet, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Music Production Game Plan – Mad Chaos: June 4, 1998
Diary entry for June 4, 1998. Develop Song Lyrics, Session Singers, Imad Drops In, Summernats, Lyssa Dyes Hair Blonde, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary