Before we came to Campbelltown Lyssa invited me to her house so we could both listen to the CD. Thinking that it would be best that Lyssa listened to the CD herself and not wanting to see her brother I considered not going but fate was lucky enough to change my mind. Reaching Leumeah we stared our journey to Lyssa’s house and I was quiet for the reason that I knew I was wrong. Lyssa had seen this and thinking in her head about how I was honest to Lyssa, how I gave her the CD, cared so much for her, loved her and I basically chose her love over Jewell, Lyssa put her hand around mine and arm in arm we walked to her house. That meant so much to me and once again I knew Lyssa was so great to me and I was such a loser to her, what did I do, why was I so stupid. If I never cheated with Jewell I would like to think that Lyssa and I would be so in love right now because the fights were stopping near our ending and we probably wouldn’t have argued so much if Jewell wasn’t in my life.
Nearing Lyssa’s house she told me I could sleep the night if I wanted to and I knew then that something was in Lyssa’s mind, she wanted something sensual to happen. Hoping that we wouldn’t cross that line for the reason that I was such a prick and in the wrong I asked where I would sleep. Lyssa told me that I could sleep in her room and she would sleep in her mum’s room. Then Lyssa asked “Where do you want to sleep” and I replied “You know where I want to sleep”. Lyssa told me I could sleep in the same bed with her if I wanted to, that’s what was happening.
Reaching Lyssa’s house she showed me pictures of her hair extension as she changed into her bed nightie. Lyssa was being obvious when she asked if she should wear her new nightie, I was like “Yes”. Sifting through the pictures I came across pictures of Penelope or Ali and threw them across the table. Coming to the picture of Braxton that Lyssa had shown me at my house I told her that I felt like ripping up that picture and throwing it at Lyssa’s face. Lyssa later told me that Braxton had sent her another nightie as a present and I also learnt that Lyssa was wearing Penelope’s G-String for Saturday night.
Coming across a picture of Ali with his hand around Lyssa, she told me that Penelope made her do that. Seeing another picture of Penelope pretendingly getting onto Lyssa but lifting up her skirt I found that to be a fake ass Lesbian act from a fake ass Penelope. Then I noticed a picture where Penelope and Ali were both sprawled over a bed getting onto each other and someone took a picture of that. Spreading these three pictures across the table I called Lyssa back into the room and asked her what she could see in these pictures, really see. Lyssa then said “What do you think Penelope wants a threesome”. That’s when I said “Penelope just wants to be a fake ass Lesbian and if she had the chance to please Ali like that she would want you for a threesome”. I mean, what’s with Penelope always trying to kiss Lyssa on the lips, especially that night when we were going to play strip poker. And that’s another thing I told Lyssa, Ali liked her and I knew it by the way he was always acting.
Dropping the photo’s I headed for the bedroom where Lyssa was already under the covers. Turning off all the lights except for the entry light I lay in the bed next to Lyssa with my pants and shirt still on. Lying beside each other we had the option of either going to sleep or talking with each other, we both knew what we wanted. Asking Lyssa for a hug we lay there with our arms around each other. That when we started talking about how much I cared for Lyssa and she gave me a kiss on the cheek. Returning the favor I gave her a kiss on the cheek. Lyssa then gave me another kiss near the cheek and I returned once again the favor. That kept happening in turns until I started to kiss Lyssa on the neck. Lyssa kissed me right near the lips and then her next kiss was on my lips. The both of us couldn’t contain ourselves anymore and I gave her a kiss back onto the lips.
Embracing our lips after so long felt like the first time all over again for Lyssa and I. Kissing was so passionate and as I placed leg between Lyssa’s legs and then moved on top of her our passion aroused our sexuality. Lyssa was very forwarding with what she wanted and as our lips were locked she frantically tried taking my shirt off. Before we got onto each other and looking at Lyssa’s nightie I knew she wanted to get onto me, she looked hot. Her boobs were practically sticking out and when I placed my hand under the silk garment I knew she had nothing under it. That excited me more and now with my shirt taken off and Lyssa working excitedly on my pants I had never seen her this eager. Lyssa must have really missed having sex with me.
Before taking my pants off I teased Lyssa with them on while giving her kisses where she loved them, all over her neck and near her ear. This alone almost gives Lyssa an orgasm so it was very fulfilling. Taking my pants off our moment had come. Before I placed myself within Lyssa I tempted her with my finger, making my finger treat her waters so rapidly and with rhythm. Lyssa was ecstatic at our night and such a great night we made of our ghostly anniversary. Finally I placed myself within Lyssa and her moan was pleasure enough when I placed it within her. Because it had been a while Lyssa was somewhat tight and that made it all the more sensual as we had to take it slow. “Take it slow”, she pleaded as she tried to relax, grasping the cloth of the bed in her excitement.
Lyssa and I were all over the bed last night and don’t worry, her brother wasn’t home. Kuper had left a note stating that he would sleep over Carleigh’s house that night so there is some more fate. Our love making was definitely of love and like I said, it was just like virginity all over again. Sadly, Lyssa made me so horny with grabbing me and using her hands all over my body that I had to withdraw because I came earlier than usual. Lyssa was afraid because she thought I had got it inside of her. Lyssa and I didn’t use any protection and she’s not on the pill but we both trust each other and I know Lyssa won’t get pregnant from this. After that I had myself a shower and told Lyssa that I would continue once again. Only in the shower for a minute or two I jumped out with anticipation to please and that I did. Lyssa allowed me to go down on her after a while and using my fingers and tongue I made her go off twice. Touching herself sensually, running her hands up and down her body as she came pleased me. Lyssa screamed with anticipation and for her I kept there lightly with my tongue and made her come a second time. When that was done I tried once again to please with my manhood but Lyssa was too torn from my pervious encounter despite not pressing too hard.
The night of sexuality was almost at an end and after that Lyssa and I held each other in our arms. Lyssa just gave me a call since she was at College just then. Lyssa is coming home early and she called to see if I wanted to watch a movie at her house. Well, of course I want to be there and she’s going to meet me in Leumeah within the next half an hour. To briefly say what happened for the rest of our time together, we both went to sleep talking to each other. Five or more times I woke up during the night and I kept hugging Lyssa but noticed she wasn’t hugging me. That rumor was quashed when I would turn away from her and she would come and hug me. That made me happy and when we woke up in the morning it made me happier that she put off College for a couple of hours. In the morning I kissed her neck once again and almost made her orgasm a third time but she hurt down there still. Last night I found a spot on her back (Part of her trapezius) where I only have to rub my chin back and forth on it to almost make her orgasm.
Leaving for Parramatta around 10:00 a.m. we sat talking with each other and I felt like that would be the last time we got onto each other. Lyssa didn’t want to go out with me and wanted to be with her friends. When we said goodbye to each other we didn’t kiss or anything, just said goodbye. Lyssa said “Thank you” as she jumped on the train and then she was off. Lyssa was contemplating going home and watching a movie with me but she knew she had to go to College. Well, now she’s called me to watch that movie so I’m going over and most probably Lyssa will stay over my house tonight, I will once again ask her… Gotta go now.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
