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Diary Of A Mad Chaos Diary Eras
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Lyssa On A Date At The Movies – Mad Chaos: July 26, 1998

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The End Of The Lost Years – Mad Chaos: September 16, 1998

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Discuss Feelings With Jewell – Mad Chaos: July 22, 1998

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Print CD Artwork In North Sydney – Mad Chaos: July 24, 1998

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Dinner At Chili’s With Friends – Mad Chaos: April 17, 1998

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Asking Jewell To Come Over – Mad Chaos: July 22, 1998

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A Tangible Path To Jewell – Mad Chaos: April 23, 1998

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Eros Theatre Peep Shows – Mad Chaos: February 25, 1998

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Introduced To Eros Theatre In Sydney – Mad Chaos: February 4, 1998

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Jewell Becomes The Fantasy Girl – Mad Chaos: July 24, 1998

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Rent Myth The Fallen Lords On PC – Mad Chaos: June 25, 1998

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A Day Of Eros Theatre Strippers – Mad Chaos: March 6, 1998

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Prank Phone Calls With Jett – Mad Chaos: July 24, 1998

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Record New Prank Phone Calls – Mad Chaos: July 25, 1998

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Lyssa Has ‘The Talk’ With Penelope – Mad Chaos: December 31, 1997

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Lyssa Secures New Job In Sydney – Mad Chaos: January 31, 1998

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Stopping All The Lies – Mad Chaos: July 21, 1998

Applying For My First Personal Loan – Mad Chaos: April 22, 1997

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Dinner, Stroll & A Movie – Mad Chaos: May 31, 1998

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Movie Night Preparation With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: June 26, 1998

Diary Eras
Tony squinting at a street directory beside a payphone, April 1999

Lost in Pyrmont With Murphy’s Law (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: April 13, 1999

A good night’s sleep promises a smooth start to a temping job, until one wrong turn sends the day into a long, sweaty hunt for an address and a working phone.

Tony in a black shirt holding out a playing card in the back seat of a car beside a wincing friend, April 1999

Credit Card Trouble and Lyssa’s Silence (Part 3) – Mad Chaos: April 4, 1999

A sleepless dawn, a credit card that is short by a few dollars and a week without a call from Lyssa.

Kuper The Spotter Who Wouldn’t Spot (Part 1)

Kuper The Spotter Who Wouldn’t Spot (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: November 10, 1998

A gym session with Kuper turns into a quiet contest, with spotting that is anything but helpful. Errands, a new hat and a friendly girl round out the day.

A Sorry Poem and a Hundred Dollar Photo

A Sorry Poem and a Hundred Dollar Photo – Mad Chaos: November 21, 1998

Tony opens with a heartfelt poem, then walks through a day of phone calls, a rip off photo shoot and a mate bragging about a new mobile. Plans for the night are finally locked in.

The Taxi That Ended Saturday Morning (Part 3)

The Taxi That Ended Saturday Morning (Part 3) – Mad Chaos: January 18, 1999

Tony fills in Saturday morning of his birthday weekend, from a missed beach trip to the taxi that carried Lyssa away.

Tony and Shawn on a couch with PlayStation controllers in front of a CRT television, 1999

Madden 99 Until Sunday Afternoon (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: March 22, 1999

News of an old acquaintance lands heavily. Then a missed gym session turns into a marathon of Madden 99 with Shawn and Keith, and some strange late calls from Lyssa.

Subway Showdown Over Hot Chips (Part 2)

Subway Showdown Over Hot Chips (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: November 26, 1998

A late night drive ends with friends taking sides in a car park, and Tony finally learns why his mates quietly drifted away.

Haggling Over a Telescope (Part 1)

Haggling Over a Telescope (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: January 6, 1999

Tony looks back on Jewell with fresh doubts, then gets drawn into a price tussle over a telescope and a home gym set.

Tony cheering with both arms up beside Keith and Ralf in stadium seats, 1999

Beaten by a Football Turnstile (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: April 4, 1999

My first ever football game started with a ticket I could not feed through the turnstile and ended with me cheering alone for Brisbane among Bulldogs fans.

We Tore Up the Forgotten Years (Part 1)

We Tore Up the Forgotten Years (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: November 23, 1998

Tony admits the month has finally slid downhill after a fight over old letters. He then rewinds to Saturday night, a late bus, a rented movie and a few nagging worries about Keith.

Anatomy Charts for a Gym Nerd (Part 3)

Anatomy Charts for a Gym Nerd (Part 3) – Mad Chaos: November 26, 1998

A quick, heavy workout sparks a plan to scan old magazine diagrams and build a computer guide to every muscle, while the phone stays quiet.

My Golden Chain Gives Way (Part 1)

My Golden Chain Gives Way (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: January 19, 1999

A snapped gold chain, a dance floor full of friends and one girl Tony was too nervous to approach.

Gunshots I Mistook for Fireworks (Part 2)

Gunshots I Mistook for Fireworks (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: November 14, 1998

Lyssa visits in a skirt for a quiet movie night, and later the mates find the local festival has shrunk. Back home, the sounds Tony heard turn out to be something far more serious than fireworks.

Midnight Verse For A Girl Who Might Not Read It

Midnight Verse For A Girl Who Might Not Read It – Mad Chaos: November 6, 1998

Tony cannot sleep for thinking of Lyssa and sketches a grand Christmas surprise, complete with a poem. It is love at its most hopeful and most unrealistic.

A Castle Built Around My Heart (Part 1)

A Castle Built Around My Heart (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: January 28, 1999

Tony explains and prints a sonnet about a fortified emotional castle, then swerves to cockroaches, a striking girl at the gym and a camera finally returned.

A Lonely Eve And Two Movie Swaps (Part 1)

A Lonely Eve And Two Movie Swaps (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: December 30, 1998

With most of his friends away, Tony braces for a flat new year and recounts a Monday of shopping trips, a rental that went down badly and a warm night in.

A Phone Call Opens Old Wounds (Part 4)

A Phone Call Opens Old Wounds (Part 4) – Mad Chaos: February 8, 1999

A lazy Sunday ends with a long phone call that unearths family hurts, a budding romance between friends and a Valentine plan nobody wants.

The Shower Is My Real Office (Part 1)

The Shower Is My Real Office (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: February 10, 1999

Tony explains why his best ideas arrive under the shower, grumbles about interruptions and takes stock of his poetry so far.

Heavier On The Scales (Part 1)

Heavier On The Scales (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: December 26, 1998

Tony celebrates his heaviest weight yet, waits out a blackout and then recounts the afternoon he spent sunning and settling in at Lyssa’s.

A Cold Goodbye and a Taxi Home (Part 2)

A Cold Goodbye and a Taxi Home (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: January 25, 1999

Tony reflects on a disappointing morning with Lyssa, sees her off in a taxi, and then turns down a request to keep her company for the night.

Waves At Three In The Morning (Part 1)

Waves At Three In The Morning (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: November 29, 1998

The boys arrive at Waves just as the night ends and the street fills with drama. Tony is left dreaming about one unforgettable stranger.

The Weekly Argument About Driving (Part 2)

The Weekly Argument About Driving (Part 2) – Mad Chaos: November 29, 1998

The group spends hours arguing over who will drive before heading south. Tony gets home at dawn with no call from Lyssa.

Ticket Butt Denied At The Door

Ticket Butt Denied At The Door – Mad Chaos: December 28, 1998

Tony catches up on his missing gym entry and then tells the story of a movie night that ended with a very awkward moment at the cinema door.

A Dead Keycard and a Cheeky Grin (Part 4)

A Dead Keycard and a Cheeky Grin (Part 4) – Mad Chaos: November 13, 1998

Tony and his mates try a cancelled fuel card at the servo, then wander Macarthur Square where one wide grin gets under an old enemy’s skin. A long evening call with Lyssa follows.

A Pricey Sports Drink in Hurstville (Part 3)

A Pricey Sports Drink in Hurstville (Part 3) – Mad Chaos: November 1, 1998

Halloween night ends in a slow Hurstville crawl, then Tony rereads a poem he wrote in July and sees it in a new light.

Ali Wants His Celica Back (Part 1)

Ali Wants His Celica Back (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: December 22, 1998

On the walk to the shops, Lyssa dishes on Ali and his stripped Celica, then Jett turns up on his motorbike and the movie night grows crowded.

Everybody Blames Keith For The Phone (Part 5)

Everybody Blames Keith For The Phone (Part 5) – Mad Chaos: December 24, 1998

Tony sulks home on the train, then Keith arrives with the full story of a weekend of trouble among the crew. A late taco run and a new outfit round off the night.