A Thin Guest List
This is most probably going to be a shit new years eve compared to the last two I’ve had. No one is going to be around for me to hang around with and the plans I want to administer are falling through even as we speak. Most of the people I call friends have escaped to distant places for the new year and the only people that are left are Keith, Noah and Tatton that can accompany me.
Tyler came over today just after I finished Gym and as he was a person I would have liked to have with me in the City, he’s trying to get together with some girl. Lyssa’s going to a party with Penelope and Nikita but despite that I wouldn’t want to ruin her plans because I had no one else to be with. From what Tyler had told me, Keith is going to some party with Tamsen and Noah will be straddling along with him.
Tatton is the only left without plans and I gave him a call today telling him that I also had nothing to do for tomorrow’s big day. It’s a shame how this whole year’s momentum could be brought down by one uneventful day but I’m going to try and make the best of it. If it wasn’t for Lyssa Christmas would have also been lonely but I don’t think Lyssa can rescue me this time around.
Taking Stock Of The Year
Before the new year starts let us do what we normally do here and remember the year past. Between now and tomorrow night I’m going to look back in my Diary of this year and that will give me inspiration to write, maybe even poetry will flow from my mind.
This year has been a plausible year on many fronts but the main areas are that of my deceit with Jewell, Lyssa and I breaking up, Ali being a dog and now a possible lonely night of new years eve. Before we begin upon history of this year let me recite the chronology of Monday after heading back home from the beach and we shall carry on from that point in time. When all is done we shall recite of my thoughts.
Lyssa Goes Shopping
Basically, after Jett, Dennis and I had finished eating our Macdonald’s the rest of the trip was directed home with no stops until we arrived at my house. The time was around 6:30 p.m. when we arrived back at my house and as soon as I heard that Lyssa had called I picked up the phone and dialed her number. Chatting to Lyssa for a minute or two she told me of her day and had a little harmless go at me for being at the beach.
Lyssa informed me that her night was basically hell but she did get to sleep at 9:30 p.m. “Did you give me a call around 3:30 a.m. last night” Lyssa asked me. She couldn’t remember if someone had called her or not on early Monday morning but I confirmed that I did.
Lyssa’s Monday after waking up consisted of getting woken up by Penelope at 10:00 a.m. in the morning where she made Lyssa some breakfast. An hour or two later Milton showed up and in the five hours that he stayed over Lyssa’s house he cleaned her pool, took her shopping and was just her chaperone. Milton was just kissing ass because he likes Lyssa, that’s my take.
In the afternoon some time the three of them decided to head to Macarthur Square where on the way Ali was picked up. While at Macarthur Square Lyssa decided to use her Bras and Things vouchers and hoping that Milton wouldn’t come in he shunned himself away. “I’ll let you do what you have to do and then I’ll come back later” he uttered, probably scared of getting too excited or too let down.
Lyssa ended up buying four G-Strings and she told me later in the night she was thinking of buying a corset with garter belts just for my pleasure but she didn’t because Ali and Penelope were around. Lyssa informed me that if no one but me was with her she would have bought this lovely lingerie just for me.
Renting A Movie Twice
Asking if I would head over her house I told her that it was a possibility since I felt bad in my mind that I headed to the beach. Either way, I told Lyssa that I did go to the Gym on Monday and then we headed to the beach so Lyssa wouldn’t get all upset about my choice of Jett over Lyssa. Before heading over to Lyssa’s house she asked me to rent a movie where she would reimburse me later in the night.
With that our conversation ended as I walked down to Bradbury shops in the darkening night. Into Video Ezy I paced until I came across the movie ‘Lost In Space’. Thinking that Lyssa would enjoy a good space movie I took it back home and then gave Lyssa a call informing her on what I had rented. “What” she gasped, “Why did you get that movie.
I like space and all but I think it’s bullshit and fake how these kind of movies have aliens and other unbelievable bullshit.” This is where I learnt that Lyssa hates Star Wars and Star Trek and with that Lyssa begged me to exchange the movie. Once again hanging up the phone I made my way down to Bradbury Shops where Lyssa had rung up to book ‘Mercury Rising’.
One more trip I took down to the shops and swapping the movie without hassles I gave Lyssa one more call and then asked my dad for a lift. Hurrying into the car my dad had given me my very last lift for this year.
Quiet Night On The Couch
Arriving at Lyssa’s house I thanked my dad for the lift and then knocked on the door awaiting Lyssa’s answer. Opening up for me I greeted her and then made my way to the lounge room where the both of us sat down to watch television. Not sure of what was playing I remember Lyssa jumping up in a commercial and dropping her loose pants to show me her white underwear underneath.
“I’ve always wanted just plain white underwear” Lyssa instructed “It’s supposed to be a turn on to guys.” To me laces and color was very much a golden bar to my eye, I made sure to tell Lyssa that. While Lyssa and I were sitting watching television she took off her pants because she wanted to lie in her underwear.
Taking this opportunity of bodily warmth I made my way onto the couch where Lyssa had willingly invited me. For a little while I was content lying there fully clothed while Lyssa was in her underwear but soon off came the shirt. Soon after that I told Lyssa I wanted to take my pants off because it was more comfortable and with nothing more than a whimper from Lyssa I was allowed to do so.
There I sat behind Lyssa now fully naked, hugging Lyssa and watching our television show. Every now and again Lyssa would notice that I’m hard but when am I not when sexuality is knocking. Between the subliminal poking and prodding that was being instigated by me Lyssa and I started a conversation about her day and about mine. Since we all know what happened in my day let me care to explain Lyssa’s day in some more detail. It is here that Lyssa told me that Ali and Penelope had a fight while at Macarthur Square. The reason for the fight Lyssa wasn’t certain about but she was quick to say that Ali pisses Penelope off.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
