Nobody Wants To Drive
Ralf made his way down to the service station and as Tatton was cashing up we all waited outside for him. Keith and Ralf were playing their games on their mobile phones and while Keith was giving all his effort out I kept bothering him causing him to lose.
Once Tatton was finished cashing up we all jumped into Keith’s car because he wanted to cheese Ralf off having him drive by himself. Arriving at Lucas’s house we sat there on the couch trying to figure what we were doing for the night. Rather, Ralf kept asking the same question over and over again and Keith as usual didn’t want to drive his car.
It’s always the same every single week we go out, there is always a scuffle about where we are going, people get upset and then more people get upset when Keith and the rest of them don’t want to drive. Keith, Shawn, Lucas and I walked into Lucas’s room to play some ‘Gran Turismo’ and through that Keith, Ralf, Tatton and Shawn went for a drive to collect some water balloons. Lucas was going to take out his super soaker and considering he never really goes out with us anymore due to his long hours at work it was pretty much a miracle.
Basketball On The Computer
While the boys were out collecting balloons and whatever for the night Shawn and I played Basketball on the computer. The game started to shit me obviously because I was loosing but also because it was too hard to change from button to button. If I knew what player was better at shooting in what spot on the court then I would have fared a better chance. If I also knew what buttons did what I would have had a good chance but I had to learn playin the game.
When everyone came back they kept themselves talking in the lounge room as Shawn and I kept playing our game. Soon later Keith left to go home obviously because he didn’t want to drive and neither did Lucas, pathetic. Maybe half an hour later we jumped up from our game ready to go out and as we sat out the front still not knowing what was going on someone made a suggestion for Wollongong. Lucas was sleeping in his room by now so it meant that just Shawn, Ralf, Tatton and I were heading out.
Wollongong Bound Again
Asking to drive to my house so I could put on a jacket I called Lyssa’s house around 1:00 a.m. letting it ring once hopeful that she would be home giving me a call. I didn’t really want to head to Wollongong because I knew it wasn’t going to be all that so I thought if Lyssa was home and still wanted to come over I would cancel my night. However, Lyssa didn’t call back and she hadn’t called me after I left home so I knew she was out with Bielka somewhere and she would be sleeping over her house.
Jumping back into Ralf’s car I bothered Tatton all the way to Wollongong and we listened to some tapes of Ralf’s. When we arrived we stopped off at a petrol station first an then we made our way to ‘Waves’ where we were greeted by at least 500 people and a horde of little scuffles. That part has already been explained and even though I could talk so much about the celebration out the front of the nightclub as all these gorgeous girls were coming out I chose to keep it simple this entry.
Girls At The Servo
Later when we were driving around we drove to a service station and as two girls jumped out of their car I was mesmerized as was everyone else in our little group. There was a girl with a very short black skirt with a split right up to you know where on the side of her leg. With a red top this girl was the bomb, blonde hair, long legs, you know the deal. The other girl had leather tight pants on and as she was very skinny and fairly tall, when she bent over she gave everyone an erection.
These two girls waited their turn to head into the toilets and I was jealous and curious when one of them invited her boyfriend in with her. The boyfriends or rather the guys with them were staring our way obviously because we were gawking and tripping over our tongues over their female companionship.
The girls around Wollongong and the beaches there are the bomb, they are hot, sexy but most have boyfriends or are so glamorously gorgeous that I would fail in confidence to even look in their direction. They don’t look as if they would snob you off but they look like they have better things to do than talk to strangers that want to chat them up and get to know them.
Home And No Call
So we headed home around 3:30 a.m. and I was dropped off here at 4:30 a.m. Upon walking back in my door I tried dialing *10# to see who called last and hung up. Hoping that Lyssa’s phone number would be revealed I was not content with the response. Lyssa hadn’t called me and a night together has now totally been abolished. I guess I can wait until next week but once again I am most probably heading out to ‘Waves’ to have a real good time and Lyssa will be doing something similar.
Confused are the vibes that I am getting near the end of this month and I only hope that tradition will continue in my month’s structure. Let’s hope that December 1st until near the end of the month will bring plenty of growth in fulfillment and happiness and let it not break me down as these past days have achieved. I have been drained of care but as I recoup I have dreams, of getting a job, getting a tan, getting a body, getting extra fit and enjoying the end of this year to it’s fullest potential.

Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
