Heading home now we drove past the big roundabout near Narellan that heads to the Botanical Gardens and slowing down Keith told me that Shawn and Tatton had turned off. Keith informed me that there was only two ways out of that area and they both headed back to Phoenix’s work so he decided to do a U-turn since he didn’t like getting dogged either. Stopping at a petrol station behind a truck where we wouldn’t be seen we waited for a couple of minutes but no car showed up. Giving Tatton a call on his mobile he told me that they were now in Campbelltown and I didn’t want to believe him at first because how could they be there if they turned off. Heading for Phoenix’s work we thought they would be there but they weren’t so then we headed for Phoenix’s house.
Arriving at Phoenix’s house we realized that Shawn was in Campbelltown after all and we hoped he hadn’t left for Simon’s house like we asked him to. Keith called Phoenix’s house and as she was home he asked her to come out so I could talk to her, it was his idea. Phoenix told us that we had to go because her mum didn’t want us out the front but Phoenix did come out. A couple of steps behind her Phoenix’s mum came out also and stood a couple of meters back from her listening to our conversation. Basically I asked Phoenix what her problem was and as she raised her voice her mum stepped forward and thought she would have her word, with her curly 70’s hairdo and annoying eyes. That pissed me off and saying “Look, I don’t want to sit here and have to look at your mum” I wound up the window and Keith started his car. Phoenix must have been pissed off with that but that isn’t the first time I’ve been rude to Phoenix’s mum or Phoenix.
Heading home we just checked if Simon was home, he wasn’t and then driving to Shawn’s house his car was parked at his house so we were both wondering why they turned back. Maybe they had intentions of picking up Phoenix and probably called her mobile phone but as she told them not to bother they would have turned around again and gone home. From there Keith just dropped me off home and as the time was 12:30 a.m. I gathered it would be too late to ring Lyssa and I felt at a loss as I missed out in talking to Lyssa on what would have been our one year and four month anniversary. Today as Lyssa rang me from work she told me that she tried calling yesterday at 8:00 p.m. and was really upset that she didn’t get to talk with me. Last night after writing in my Diary and playing the computer I went to sleep and here I am now.
Straight after getting home though I gave Phoenix a call so I could see why she was in such a huff and puff. Phoenix was on the phone to Rory her ex boyfriend and once off with him we talked. Phoenix basically told me she started to hate me again when I called her up supposedly at 3:00 a.m. in the morning last Friday while she was sleeping and hassled her. That must have been the day that Shawn and Tatton came into my house and I pranked her to see if she would come out but she didn’t. Phoenix then told me not to bother trying to get onto Tessa because Tessa hates me too. On top of that Phoenix brought up how I tried to yank her out of Simon’s car and then the death stares I was giving her beyond that. All in all I haven’t treated Phoenix that good since she’s been reintroduced to my life and I’ve basically treated her how I perceive her, like a slut and she deserves no respect from me. Who in their right mind would get onto three guys at one time and then boast that she would have had sex with all three of us that night if it came down to that, she was very horny.
Today I woke up at the time I predicted, 1:00 p.m. Although, Lyssa gave me a call to wake me up although I was half awake anyway. Lyssa was at work and she told me some good news, she’s being promoted to Accounts when her Traineeship is finished for at least 6 months. Lyssa told me that she’s made plans to be at the Catholic Club this Friday with Nikita and Kieran so that she could hang out with me for a little while, play the pokies. Now that I’ve seen how Lyssa acts around her friends and me, putting me down in her own way I don’t think it would be a great idea if I hung out with Lyssa around her friends. If Lyssa and I went for a walk by ourselves it would be alright, that way we could catch up but otherwise, with her friends she would be boasting how Gideon likes her.
Some news that is a day old now, Lyssa paid for Penelope out of her Bali money so she could get her car repaired. The clutch was fucked and seeming Lyssa had money in the bank, Penelope took advantage of that but she’s paying Lyssa back. More news, Ali is selling his car and I can’t recall what type of car he’s buying but it was something with a turbo in it. Ali has always been saying that he’s going to sell his car but he never does, let’s see now if it will happen. All the spending money Lyssa had for Bali she spent the day she went to the City with Ali and Penelope to go shopping. Now Lyssa has to save back up for this trip in December. For those two weeks that Lyssa’s away I doubt I will miss Lyssa that much because I should have myself a job and a girlfriend to call my own.
While Lyssa and I were talking the phone beeped for me and Shawn was on the other line asking what I was doing for the day. Having no plans I also told him that I had to get to the other call and I would call him back in a minute but he insisted on calling me in a minute. When Lyssa and I finished our conversation and I told her that I would give her a call tonight I waited for Shawn’s call but it didn’t come, it still hasn’t. But that doesn’t matter because now I’m proud of myself, everything is up to date and from this day forth I will be up to date. All these phantom dates have been filled up and noted. Now as the time is 3:30 p.m. I am a bit tired and might get some sleep but I’d rather play ‘Tomb Raider’ the game Tatton gave to me. Tonight I gather we are headed for the movies to watch ‘The Negotiator’ since it comes out today.
Once again a whole week has been spent going out and the rest of this weekend will be the same. Friday night is possibly Catholic Club night, Saturday night is out to Penrith Panthers and Sunday I will probably spend with Lyssa and I’ll see if she wants to sleep over. Monday I should be getting paid and with that money I will pay most of my Telstra bill and head for the City where I will look for a temping agency. From then on I’m not sure what will be happening but you can be sure that is near the end of this month so from a high at the start of the month there hasn’t really been much of a slow down in the days of this month. If you call me and Phoenix having a fight a slow down well I guess you can notch that up on the bad side but as far as I can see it’s been great smooth sailing. There is only one more weekend after this week to go and I hope the downfall doesn’t come in that time. For all these past couple of months there has always been a downturn at the end of the month and a new blossoming on the first day of the new month. Let’s hope that fate brings a new turn of events rarely seen before, let’s make this month like a visit to Hawaii, peaceful and full of bliss…
Thursday 11:08 p.m.
What is more ironic, finally catching up on my Diary and now having nothing to write about or the fact that I didn’t go out tonight when I boasted last night how I’ve been out everyday this month and how I thought it would last the whole month. Whatever the caper is I’m sort of glad that I didn’t go out tonight even though I came so close and can still go out.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
