Having pot shots to make fun of Simon he started getting shitty and went on a Pizza Hut run. Figuring Keith’s Pizza was ready I walked into the store myself so I could see Zinnia at the counter. From what I had seen she looked a little less glamorous than what I could see from the distance, her face had aged craters but her skin was clear, her butt was beautiful and her hair was blonde. Taking the Pizza I didn’t spark up any conversation because I knew she had a boyfriend from Pizza Hut. Walking back out I handed a piece to Jett who was seated on the ground to make him feel comfortable and myself along with Keith had one each. While having our conversation I decided to have some fun and call myself ‘Tu Wuan’. The funny thing about that is it sounds almost exactly like ‘Two One’, just like the Niggas say it. Keith brought up the topic they were speaking of the night before, how I jumped out of Keith’s car as it was traveling 20 Km/h and I held onto his door. If you haven’t heard about that I dared myself to jump out and instead of jumping out fully I held onto the door handle and was dragged along with the car for some time. Keith was too busy laughing in the car and when the car finally stopped I jumped up unharmed.
Jett pulled me over to the side and to the attentive ears of Shawn who was spying in the background in the latter part of the conversation Jett told me that he was thinking of doing a holdup with Mikaere. The place would be Fun n Games and from what Jett told me, there will only be two security guards in Macarthur Square when they do it on school holidays in December. The safe carries 20,000 dollars, Mikaere is going to be the one with the gun and Jett is going to be the one taking the money from the safe. It sounded like a bad idea to me, one that won’t work and I don’t want to see Jett in jail over something like that, hard time. That denotes some time in jail for certain, maybe more time than Jett could handle if he got caught. If Jett did get caught I would visit him and Mikaere up there in prison but I would prefer for that path not to be available to me. Understandably Jett didn’t want anyone to know so I told him to be quiet because I knew Shawn heard some of it.
Shawn and Tatton jumped in their cars to head for Tatton’s house and it looked as if they were deserting the rest of us so soon. Jett also left for his house on the motorbike and shaking our hands I made plans for some time this week to play Madden 99 Football. Keith informed me that Shawn whispered to Tatton that Tessa was calling his house at 9:00 p.m. so that’s why they left. Keith heard this and he thought we would follow them to his house since they were being dogs anyway. Shawn or Tatton didn’t invite us with them so Keith invited himself and we drove our way to Shawn’s house. Keith gathered that Shawn would try and dog us once again and parking his car and concealing our identity we waited and waited… A minute or two later Shawn drove out and headed in a different way, pretty much a dog act. They were supposedly heading for Tatton’s house but as we kept following them and they had seen us behind them they headed for Shawn’s house.
Reaching Shawn’s house he came up to the car and told us that him and Tatton were going up to his house to relax for a little while and didn’t bother inviting us in until his last couple of words hoping we would leave. But, Keith wanted to be a prick and so we jumped out and headed for Shawn’s house. They were both considerably upset and were acting suspicious while we were there. Keith told me while we were in the car that the reason Shawn and Tatton keep trying to dog us over Phoenix and Tessa is for the simple reason that they are scared that Keith or I will take the girls from them which is what would probably happen. Shawn put on the movie Romper Stomper and as the time ticked past 9:00 p.m. they grew more impatient. The time finally reached 9:30 p.m. and Shawn made his walk to the computer room and he started talking on the phone. “Who’s he talking to,” Keith asked of Tatton and acting dumb he told us he didn’t know. Shawn must have taken out the modem connection to talk on the phone and he wanted to keep it secret as he could have used the phone where we were, too embarrassed.
Ten minutes into his conversation Shawn called Tatton into the room and I thought they would be in there for the next couple of minutes but Tatton came back out and picked up the phone in the lounge room. For the next twenty minutes Shawn was speaking stupidly to Tessa and Tatton along with Keith (And myself for a couple of seconds) were also listening in. From what I heard, Shawn was being stupid with his conversation saying shit about Simon and putting him down. When the conversation was over Keith told me he overheard Shawn say that he would pick up Phoenix. Coming out of the computer room Shawn told us it was time to head out somewhere, he didn’t have a destination. “Don’t you want to pick up Phoenix” Keith asked, that’s when Shawn had to come clean. If Keith didn’t say anything Shawn and Tatton would have tried to dog us a second time.
Our trip to Phoenix’s work was guided at a safe speed and once there we jumped out not being able to see Phoenix inside. There was a young person in there around 20 years old that reminded me of Carleigh that’s going out with Kuper. This girl (Who’s name is Monica) started to piss me off in how she was always looking outside at me probably thinking I was a hooligan. She had that ‘I’m a bitch’ sort of look and I knew that would also be her attitude. Standing outside of Keith’s car I decided to test her out and started waving to her and her friend. Monica just looked over with a grimacing look and that pissed me off. As she kept looking at me like a bitch I started to speak under my voice insulting words hoping she could lip read. By the response I got as her head tilted back and her eyes widened with anger I gathered I would stop for a second. Persistent was Monica just to keep staring so looking at everyone at our cars and telling them I was going to do something stupid I started waving my hands around like wings of a bird, she wasn’t amused.
Having a good laugh while turned to my friends I heard the door open and Monica came out asking who I was. She was being a bitch and obnoxious to me so I thought I would be arrogant and insolent towards her. For every question she would ask me like “What is your name, have you got any ID on you, if you don’t behave I will have to ask you to leave” I had smart-ass comments for them. This girl began to hate me but to get rid of her rotting carcass my insults insisted on apologizing sarcastically, that made her leave. Still, from inside she was still staring at me and now with another girl inside looking at me a bit younger than me I started to get cheeky with her.
Taking off my jacket and showing my body with my bonds shirt on a smile erupted from her face towards me, her target. This girl was quite enjoying the attention she was receiving and every time she looked over I would give her a wave. There would be times she would wave back and one time when she walked to the reception desk I started putting up various amounts of fingers signaling a phone number but a made up one. Regardless, this girl didn’t catch on but she looked at me intently with a smile as I was acting so contently to please but a young soul. The manager girl called Monica now had this guy that was about 24 to look out at me and he just stared. At first I stared at him for a while and turned away for a second. Keith said “Hey Tony, that guys staring at you” and that pissed me off. Staring right back at him I didn’t give a shit what he thought and with the look of death that spread to his eyes, he looked away and didn’t look back over.
Phoenix finally came out with some guy, rather tall but even though he would have intimidated some he didn’t intimidate me. Phoenix looked at me and told me to leave in a big huff and puff. Talking to her calmly but like that of a cold blooded murderer I can’t recall what the conversation was about but it led to the four of us leaving. Finishing my conversation with Phoenix I looked straight at the guy with his arms crossed standing out the front for Phoenix’s protection. Once again, he was the first to look away as I stared so adamantly into his eyes. Jumping into Keith’s car I kept staring at this guy who was so persistent and I was on the verge of saying something to this guy like “What do you think you’re looking at” or “What are you doing out here, this doesn’t concern you.” Either way this faggot was staring too intensely for my liking but as mine was more intense I jumped in the car and started cussing so that he could see my lips.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
