Calls From Lyssa
For two hours after waking up I started on my Sonnet and by the time was 5:30 p.m. I received a call. The phone was ringing soft because I had turned it down for the night so I wouldn’t be woken up during sleep. Who knows if it worked or not but I did check missed calls and one of them could have been from Lyssa’s house so who knows.
Lying on my bed trying to rest from my Sonnet I conversed with Lyssa and she told me about her friends at work and how they all had pictures taken together because one of the girls was leaving College and not coming back. Lyssa will show me the pictures and then I will be able to see her two pretty friends not to mention Imelda who I am supposed to know and once should have feared. Lyssa told me how she’s going out with her two friends from College to some place. Our conversation lasted a couple of minutes but as Lyssa excused herself to eat I had done the same thing.
Back To The Sonnet
Getting back to my Sonnet it took me half an hour more to finish that up and when it was finally done I gave my eyes and mind a rest. Before having something to eat I drank myself some ‘Creatine Monohydrate’, I’ve had that twice today so far and twice yesterday. I’m supposed to take it four times a day and one of them times should be immediately before a workout. For the next two hours I started watching television and around 7:30 p.m. Lyssa gave me another call.
This call was much more pointless and once again I asked myself why Lyssa was ringing me so much times during a day if she wants to move on. Neither of us are willing to let go but neither of us are willing to work things out. This second conversation got on my nerves after Lyssa inconsiderately talked more with her cat and her mum while leaving me waiting. Apart from Lyssa being rude there wasn’t much conversation happening so after I had a go at Lyssa and then silence ensued we said goodbye.
Third Call Confessions
Once again I started watching television as I had a meal prepared and around 8:15 p.m. Lyssa gave me a call to apologize for being rude. That’s all she was going to do but we got into a conversation, more meaningful than the second. What’s also got me wondering is how Lyssa seems to be asking me lately if I’m looking for work. Well, no I’m not looking for work directly, I’m not reading the papers, I’m not getting out there for interviews but I am willing, I’m just lazy.
In this third conversation Lyssa asked me not to get angry for what she was about to tell me. The phone started crackling up so I asked if it had to do with Jewell because she had talked with Imelda and some other friend. Ringing Lyssa back to stop the crackling in the phone she told me how her two friends from College (Including Imelda) talked about their best experiences of sex.
The Creek Memory
Lyssa thought to include her say and she mentioned the time we were at Macarthur Square University or TAFE behind the creek or man made pond. There crowded by darkness but yet with the stars shining upon us Lyssa and I lay together on the damp ground looking at the stars. Knowing that it was only a month or so into our relationship when Ali was also going out with Penelope I remember that I hadn’t had sex with Lyssa yet and I hadn’t even blown in front of her yet.
Well, as I lay on top of her we started working on a groove and with my hand I did pry on her weakness. Clothes sex was the go back then and I don’t think I even took her zipper down let alone put my hand there. Nope, Lyssa and I continued on our groove and this led to me cream my pants so to speak. This was the first time Lyssa had ever made me go off and as I held myself tightly I jumped off Lyssa and then walked a step or two towards the creek and unloaded myself as much as possible.
Lyssa in the meantime had her shirt or pants ripped, I can’t remember which one and I’m not sure if Lyssa went off that night but she finds that the most memorable and exciting night. Girls go for seclusion and romance but should I feel good. Well, I would have rather Lyssa have used a time where I actually bonked her brains out so I would feel better about my sexuality but she preferred to use that night which dampens my self esteem of a decent sexual drive.
Hotel Nights Remembered
I probably would have chosen the time that Lyssa and I rented our first Hotel at Formula One mostly remembering the time she went down on me or the time we rented a room with a spa at Macarthur Motor Inn. That night was special as I remember going for a very long time, being very horny and getting satisfied as Lyssa also did. Then there’s the time once again at a hotel where Lyssa gave me oral stimulation and it was the first and last time she accidentally swallowed my semen. That could be the same night of Macarthur Motor Inn but it could also be some other hotel night.
Jett Pops In
After my third and last sparse conversation with Lyssa for the night we said goodnight to each other and were on our way. Just after 8:30 p.m. I heard a loud noise coming from the front of my house and knowing it was a motorbike I knew only one person. Opening the front door to Jett I let him in thinking he brought his Play Station in his nap sack but it was way too small.
Rather Jett just popped in to say hello and as we talked sparingly through ‘Party Of Five’ he told me how he had to start work at 6:00 a.m. for the day so they could clear the stock for a customer. Jett then told me that he’s only been going out with Min-Su for two months after I brought her up . Once again time feels like it’s gone so fast and I gathered that Jett and Min-Su have been going out for at least four months.
Jett then told me how he’s in control of his relationship and he’s not going to let a women fuck with his emotions again so he doesn’t see her as often. Min-Su still hasn’t told her family that she’s going out with Jett and because of that he only sees her once a week and speaks to her twice a week on the phone.
I thought it was much more than that but knowing that Jett went to ‘GEMS’ nightclub last Friday night I gather he’s not always with Min-Su. Jett stayed over my house until 10:00 p.m. and then as he headed home he told me he would be over my house on Saturday so we could compete on his Play Station, the game being Worms.
Creatine Plans And Hair
It hasn’t been that long since then as I’ve been watching television and have just taken my second dose of ‘Creatine’ for the day. I should be drinking plenty of water for the night in preparation for my workout tomorrow and I will definitely be taking a dose of ‘Creatine’ immediately before my workout. Mum and dad are going shopping tomorrow so that’s great for me as I can get into full swing for my body.
Also, tomorrow I’m going to head down to the shop to buy some shaving cream and possibly some hard gel for my hair. This ‘Bryl-Cream’ has worked great and the good thing about it is that it doesn’t wash out of your hair immediately, even with Shampoo and Conditioner. Coming out of my shower my hair looked great and maintained its posture so you can see me growing some confidence in this product as soon as I start wearing it more often.
Another thing, my ‘Tommy Hilfiger’ hat has finally stretched to fit my head without making me look stupid so now it looks good when I wear it backwards and more so when I don’t have a shirt on and only my shorts. Here’s cheers to the beach and to the pain I will suffer in a week or two when once again I am forced to wax my legs.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
