Still Behind on the Diary
Am I ever going to get the chance to even up my chronology here in my Diary. It seems that every day that passes I only write of an extra day and still I am three days behind schedule. Tonight I have an excuse though, that being Shawn and Tatton coming over until a couple of minutes ago to play Nintendo. Anyway, I’m almost falling asleep here so let me try and start with chronology…
Lyssa Pops Over Late
Monday night shall be our beginning period, right after the Gym. Now I’m not sure what the time was but I think I got home pretty late from the Gym, maybe around 7:00 p.m. A little while after that Lyssa gave me a call and we had ourselves a chat. Rather Lyssa said “I might come over later” and caring not to explain who she was going to get dropped off by or not elaborating on the time she would pop over she quickly had to go.
My guess was that Kieran was over her house and that’s how she would get over my house but I gathered they were leaving for somewhere first. After my conversation with Lyssa I had myself a relaxing shower and upon finishing I came back to my room to towel myself off. Still naked I heard a car out the front and with my curtains open I had to duck down as I knew it was Lyssa with Kieran and I was in the nude. Quickly putting on my shorts I dried myself and then made it to the door to greet Lyssa.
A Happy Birthday Hug
Opening the front door for Lyssa she wished me a happy birthday and gave me a hug with a big smile on her face. When all that was done we made our way to my room where Lyssa and I both sat on the ground. This is about the time that Lyssa informed me she had been with Kieran for most of the day. With him she visited Pedro’s house and Lyssa thought to say “Pedro didn’t look like he was in a good mood.”
That would probably be because Lyssa keeps knocking him back on back rubs and he’s getting tired of seeing her face. While Lyssa was on the phone with me earlier I thought I heard her say that she got me a birthday card but there was no talk of it when Lyssa got to my house. I think Lyssa was only saying that to get me to meet her in Campbelltown or to travel to a movie but I wasn’t having it. Watching some television and another documentary on tornadoes Lyssa was trying to make body contact but I was trying to be well mannered and stand-offish.
Chinese Takeaway Run
Lyssa informed me that she was hungry and she hadn’t eaten for most of the day but Lyssa didn’t want any of my food. Bringing down a sandwich Lyssa decided to take a couple of bites out of it because it looked nice. Nevertheless, I offered to buy some Chinese Food Take Out and agreeing with my offer we put on our shoes and made our way. Now down my street and in the next street two houses up there is a new couple living there.
The Girl Down the Street
The young girl that sort of looks my nationality seems to show interest when I lug my body back home drenched with sweat after a workout. You see, she never used to be out the front when I was coming home but after seeing me once it seems like she’s learnt when I come home. With this learning I feel that she purposefully goes outside just to check me out but I could be completely wrong. Anyway, heading down to the shops I noticed her out the front once again talking to someone and seeing me with Lyssa, who knows what she thought.
Lyssa looking her usual stunning self, with her tight hound dog clothes and her straight blonde locks. If the girl does show some fancy for me then this walk down the street would have sent something through her mind. I was just proud to be walking with Lyssa hoping she would think “God, this guy knows some real beautiful women, and he’s hot too,” had to add that last bit in, yes I did.
The Phone Survey Laugh
Upon walking up to the counter I spotted that hot Australian chick that they have hired and sticks out from all the Asians behind the counter. She really is a fresh of breath and as we walked in she jumped onto the phone for a phone call. Noticing that the girl had a similar blue shirt to what Lyssa was wearing I also noticing that Lyssa was staring at her beauty.
The blue top accentuated her boobs and they did look great, a perfect handful and a quart with the perfect symmetry about them. The girl seemed curious on the phone and laughing as she hung up she had this content but shocked face about her. She went on to explain publicly to me and Lyssa how these guys just rang her up claiming they were doing some survey and asked “We just want to know what color panties you’re wearing.”
The three of us let out a big laugh to that and I was surprised how candid she was, that was attractive and so was her smile. When we ordered our food Lyssa also informed me that the girl looked cute to her liking, she respected her beauty. I would have liked to make a joke about me not wearing underwear and I really wanted to know what color underwear she was wearing as she sent images through my mind when she spoke those words.
Through all the chaos when I was ordering she gave me a separate pack of Fried Rice and separate Chicken in sweat and sour sauce, they were the same size. This cost me more than I expected but it didn’t bother me, just more for Lyssa and I to feast upon. Lyssa and I sat down waiting for our food as she went on with her sparkling personality.
Dry Rice and Big Feasts
Making our way back to my house with the newly made food in our hands I brought down some forks and some plates and separating what we wanted to eat we started our feast. Lyssa was once again not satisfied with the food saying the Fried Rice was too dry but I also thought that once digging into it. So for that reason Lyssa didn’t have that much to eat but whatever she didn’t eat I feasted upon and by the end of the night all the food was devoured.
Lessons From Friday Night
Lyssa told me how she had to get home soon with Kieran and I knew that because she was now off her periods she would probably liked to have sex in our time together but now it had been spent. You can blame this on Lyssa not being too up front as I usually am and on me for not wanting to be the usual up front man I am. The reason I was keeping to myself was because Lyssa hurt me mentally on Friday night and it’s going to take some time before I can let my guard down with Lyssa.
From now on I won’t satisfy Lyssa first when it comes to foreplay because too many times I’ve been burnt. Like on Friday night, I thought going down on Lyssa would bring me the goods I deserved but instead the usual silence that ensues from Lyssa and then, nothing. Rather, if we have sex it would have been because Lyssa instigated it and even then, I would have to feel a benefit to myself to want the same treatment.
After all, what good is sex if I don’t get to enjoy my own finale and am always worried about Lyssa’s climax. No, I have learnt pleasing Lyssa is too stressful and from now I will completely be forgetting about oral for Lyssa as it does nothing for me. Imagine that Lyssa and I haven’t had sex for a full month and in that time she’s been receiving her best orgasms with my multiple fingers and all that I get in return is an effortless hand job. Lyssa doesn’t deliver the goods and she certainly doesn’t deliver the treatments and ailments for these crying out hormones so why should I.
Anyway, Lyssa gave Kieran a call at his house hoping he would be home and what do you know, he was. It turns out that Kieran was supposed to head out somewhere and Lyssa should have only been hopeful for Kieran to be home but he was home as soon as he dropped off Lyssa. Why do you think this happened, who knows, maybe he’s just got no life other than taking part of mine.
As Kieran came to pick Lyssa up she asked me for another hug and as she did she jumped up on top of me as I was sitting down. Giving me a big hug I could tell she was in her horny mood but now there was nothing we could do about it and frankly, nothing I wanted to do about it. It seems that lately my hand has been my only treatment to seal the wounds that Lyssa gives to me by leaving me dry after her orgasms so why not trust my palm for another day.
For the whole time that Lyssa was over my house I tried to stay away from the attraction part by eating my meals and then buying some more from the shops. Basically I was keeping myself busy from keeping myself busy with Lyssa and you know what can happen in those situations.
Leaving With Kieran at the Door
Kieran arrived out the front of my house so Lyssa and I made our way to a debut. Before showing our faces Lyssa and I hugged once again at the door and then walking out we greeted Kieran who came up the driveway. “Happy birthday” he said to me and with that we got into a little conversation before Lyssa and Kieran scooted down the driveway and they were on their way.
When Lyssa left my house I felt tired from the Fried Rice so I lay on my bed and turning off the television I soon drifted off. The time was around 9:30 p.m. when I finally got to a very light sleep. I couldn’t totally fall asleep because it was a bit too hot but around 11:00 p.m. I was awoken by the telephone, it being Lyssa.

Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
