Planning A Movie Night
Sitting here relaxing in my room at the turn of the day, this here the fifth last day of the year. There are hopes that I am going to do something tonight but there are no problems about location. I’ve called Keith about half an hour ago because I wanted to watch ‘The Prince Of Egypt’ at the movies. The story is about Moses and its an animated feature with a song probably called ‘I’ll Be Your Angel’ sung by ‘Celine Dion’ and ‘R. Kelly’.
Diet And Muscle Check
For the past couple of days I have been trying to stick to the caloric diet but here and there I would skip a meal or substitute a meal. Regardless I have grown dramatically in weight and even though some of that is fat it’s probably 20% of the extra weight I’ve gained. Fat has been lower than my past caloric diets not going over 70 grams per day and compared to everything else I eat for that day it’s nothing.
Looking at my body today I’ve noticed a dramatic change when I flex in front of the mirror. There is more of a squareness to my double biceps pose now as my Chest is out there, my biceps are large enough and my lats just hang wide.
My torso still has to get smaller but how long is that going to take me without losing my well deserved mass. Today I’ve been eating exceptionally and I hope by tomorrow’s workout when I have to weigh myself that I will be heavier still. I feel that my Chest girth would have gone up considerably since I last measured and I hope the same has happened to my Biceps while my waist decreased.
Walking To The Station
Now I didn’t get much of a chance to explain yesterday when I was writing in my Diary because the hours of the day just crept up on me until my eyes could hardly bear to keep open. Basically after I left Lyssa’s house around midday I made my walk to the station with my pants on and my shorts in a carry bag.
The sun was pelting down its gilding coat and even the moist droplets of water from within me came out to greet the sun. At the train station I noticed an old guy across the tracks who had three paramedics around him so I gathered he fainted or something. He was able to walk but they brought out a stretched and wheeled him into the ambulance vehicle. Looking at some blonde girl on the other side with gray high heels on which were showgirl kind of shoes.
She had a black skirt on and it was long enough but short enough to see up her split if she bent over. Knowing this girl from somewhere she looked good dressed up but then as some drug fucked guy rode up to her on his push bike I realized she was nothing but drug fucked housing commission herself that decided to look respectable.
Waiting For The Bus
Catching the train to Campbelltown I didn’t want to walk home in the pelting heat so I decided to catch a bus. Looking at the bus timetable at the station I made my way down Queen Street hoping to see a couple of girls. When I sat down at the bus stop on Dumaresq street I did however notice a couple of girls walking up from the Twin Cinema. They all looked nice but one of them was tall and she had three quarter pants on with a nice black top.
It wasn’t until they came closer that I realized this person was Ingrid who used to work at Campbelltown Pizza Hut but as she passed me she either didn’t see me or she just wanted to be a snob. For the bus I had to wait almost an hour because I had just missed it coming from Lyssa’s house. As a girl that was clutching a skateboard being around 18 years old came to wait for the bus I thought she looked somewhat attractive and to my liking despite not looking so dressed up or good.
For that reason I worked up the little courage I needed to ask her when the bus was coming and then to have a little chat with her. I was wearing my Hound Dog shirt with my new black shoes and the only problem was that I didn’t have a belt so they were hanging off me. The bus came a couple of minutes later and as she sat down I sat down across from her and just asked if she lived in Bradbury before keeping to myself for the rest of the trip.
Jett Turns Up
When finally home I sat on the computer and started playing the game on my computer which is now starting to piss me off because it’s been made to be so difficult. A little later in my day Jett came over with his brother’s car just after I tried to give his phone a call. The reason I was trying to call Jett was so that we could head to the beach today but the weather is too windy for the beach today. Jett himself had just come from the beach as he told me he left around 2:00 p.m.
Now that Jett has the car he’s always picking up Min-Su from her work at Rockdale as he drops her off at home or something. We didn’t really chat about that much apart from his broken Play Station in for repairs still and how he’s been going crazy without it. As Jett was heading outside to head to Anders’s house he yelled out “If you ever want to go to the beach give me a call, we’ll go when you want” and with that he jumped in his car and headed off.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
