Parked Outside Sofia’s House Looking Guilty (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: December 4, 1998

Midnight Visitors and Juicy News

While I was writing in my last Diary entry all hell broke loose where I spoke to Lyssa on the phone and then at midnight Shawn, Tatton and Keith came over in Tatton’s car asking me to go out. Well after some thinking I decided to go out with them and that’s where I found out some juicy information I would rather have not known. Despite that, let me start once again chronologically what happened after my workout at the Gym since I was cut off so abruptly and had to stop writing in my Diary.

Details I Forgot About the Fire

Before I start let me speak of Wednesday night and when we were coming home to drop me off at my house. There’s some pieces of information that I forgot to add so let me get to it now. One bit of information while we were driving home was about hat the Excel that was burning up. Keith could have sworn he had seen the ‘Zahir’s’ (Zahir and his brother’s that are all Lebanese or Muslim and live in Airds, a street or two away from the burning car) driving that car the day before.

Keith thought the car was his friends but now was convinced like I was that he had stolen the car and finally decided to get rid of it. Then there’s the bit where we were standing watching the car burning and when I asked Tatton if he would come and help put me out if the car exploded and I also ignited.

Tatton the Fair Weather Mate

Tatton told me that he wouldn’t save me from death because he wouldn’t want to get third degree burns. Seriously, how inhumane is this cunt that we call a friend. He’ll dog you for a woman, he’ll talk behind your back and he won’t save your life if he stands a chance of getting in harms way. Tatton, You are nothing, you have nothing, you mean nothing, you are a waste of life and when the day comes that you are in danger of losing your life I will smile and you can see in my eyes the lunacy and you will hear my mind speak “You don’t scratch my back I won’t scratch yours.”

Phone Calls and Philosophy

Now, for the rest of the day after my workout I ate, had a shower and used my computer. Around 6:30 p.m. I tried giving Lyssa a call but she wasn’t home. Later in the night around 9:30 p.m. she gave me a call and I found out that she had spent her last couple of hours at the hairdresser dying her hair and the rest of it.

Because I was still on the computer I was hesitant after five minutes of conversation and knew that I would lose my immediate thoughts if I didn’t get back to my philosophy. Lyssa left for a minute or two to visit the toilet or somewhere and I got annoyed because I wanted to put the phone down. When she came back I explained to her what I wanted to do and she told me she understood but obviously calling back ten minutes later isn’t understanding.

On our second conversation Lyssa told me that I don’t like talking to her on the phone anymore but the truth at that time was that I wanted to get back to my philosophy, nothing all. In respect to our conversations which I find fulfilling I do think Lyssa calls me a fair bit and I would rival it close to the amount of calls that Gianna used to give to me.

The only difference between the two is the length of time we talk. Where Gianna used to speak for hours on end Lyssa and I speak for ten minutes to keep up our appearances. While Lyssa and I talked in our second conversation she asked me what I was writing so important and then I explained to her my theory on irrational inspiration compared to rational inspiration and the examples I used being Isaac Newton and Einstein. Originally I thought that Einstein was the one that created the law of gravity but when Lyssa informed me that it was Isaac Newton I quickly amended my last Diary entry.

Lyssa sounded very enthusiastic to my philosophy and as a result I informed Lyssa about Biorhythm Cycles and how they work. Lyssa was inquisitive about this one and I basically told her that the negative cycle she has now in all aspects of her cycles is detrimental. Lyssa got her cold three or four days ago and around that time is when her cycles all turned negative so that could have been part of the reason that her body’s immune system let down it’s guard to let a flu enter.

When Lyssa and I finished our conversation on good times I told her goodnight and as she went to sleep I continued writing in my Diary. For the next two hours I let my thoughts run wild and at midnight I was disappointed to find that Shawn, Tatton and Keith were at the front of my house.

Small World Sightings

Lyssa informed me that she had seen them in Campbelltown driving around earlier in the day. Piecing all this together because it’s such a small world Shawn and Tatton also told me that they had seen Imad and Phoenix holding hands down in Campbelltown with Sofia by their side. Putting one and one together I gather that Lyssa would have seen Shawn and Tatton around the time that they had seen Imad and Phoenix, small world aye.

Shawn and Tatton informed me that Imad is going out with Phoenix and trying not to believe such a story that I wanted to believe was far fetched I was mortified to find out the truth. Imad had a big grin on his face when he was walking down the street hand in hand but as soon as he had seen Tatton and Shawn his chin dropped and he lost his smile. Oh yeah, the three of them didn’t come into my house, rather they asked me to come out and after a bit of persuasion I did and a turn of events did happen.

Driving Past Sofia's House

Firstly, driving past Sofia’s house the three of them were with eagle eyes to see who was there. They imagined that Imad would be there but I still didn’t want to believe that Imad would stoop down to going out with Phoenix probably just to get a root. Yelling out that Imad was there they turned the car around against my best interests. Keith was being his usual self and telling Shawn to drive up there for a better look. All Keith wanted to do was stir up shit and as we made our way there I knew that I didn’t want to be in Imad’s space let alone at the front of Sofia’s house.

As the car stopped Keith was trying to get me to call Imad over so I could talk to him but I wasn’t playing his game and I wasn’t the one that wanted to drive around. Imad started walking over to the car probably to bash Tatton but I feel that he stopped in his tracks because he had seen me in the back of the car. Earlier that day Imad called Tatton on the phone and gave him the harsh word not to call Phoenix again or he’d fuck him up.

Stuck in the Car Together

There the car was parked across the road from Sofia’s house where Imad, Sofia, Phoenix, Jarvis and Sofia’s crazed boyfriend stood. For what seemed to be ages the four of us sat in the car trying to place the blame on each other for driving up there. It was Keith’s fault for wanting to be inquisitive and having Shawn drive up there, that’s what I have to say, that’s who I blame. For minutes there was tension as they were parked out the front, Imad or no one came across and none of us signaled.

I kept telling Shawn just to drive off but they all informed me that it was looking bad now and one of us should start conversation. Shawn and Tatton were scared and Keith had a concern but I was only concerned that I was in the car and part of this stupid ordeal. I wasn’t afraid of anyone but I didn’t want Imad to think that I was there to start trouble which it appeared to be.

Finally my words sunk into Shawn’s lemon and as he started driving down the hill Imad and the rest behind him started walking over. That obviously would have looked like we were scurrying away because we were scared, nope, we were just stupid. Keith was a dick head for making a scene and wanting to stick around because it was looking bad. If anything comes between Imad and I then I know who to blame, the person who doesn’t like to do anything illegal because he can hide behind the “I’m 18 and I’ll get arrested” but when it comes to making people’s minds up he does it well.

Driving off Shawn started talking nervous about how he’s never had a problem with Imad and Tatton started cussing at Keith for wanting to drive there. I was just angry that I was in the car and that Imad might think something fishy about me.

Imad Has Changed

Imad has changed though, I can see it in him. I have a feeling that the most probably reason Imad got with Phoenix was so that he can forget about Pippa because she’s past her used by date. What seems to boggle my mind is why did Imad go out with Phoenix after all the shit he used to tell me back in the day when I got onto her.

We all bagged her including him and now he’s going out with her despite him knowing she’s a tart that gets around. What I’m mainly worried about now is Phoenix telling Imad that I had a foursome with her and then Imad blurting it out to Ali who will in turn tell Penelope and that blackened bitch will scar my innocence by telling Lyssa.

Not that it’s really any of Lyssa’s business since we’re not together now but I know she’s going to spin the old “How could you get onto her, you hated her.” Well that is the truth and I was stupid to have done it and once again it was because of Keith’s pushing the subject that I done it. Well at least Imad is away from Pippa who used to walk the streets of Kings Cross for four years getting pimped but Phoenix isn’t certainly a step up in the right direction.