Creatine Day One And Phone Wars (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: December 7, 1998

Sweat And Mirrors

Sweat drips intently, caressing the skin on which it travels and in this state do I look profoundly into the mirror to see the sculpted mass in my muscles. This body taking form, reaping symmetry and gaining prowess. It is these moments after a workout, when I peel off the shirt clung to my body by copious amounts of sweat. These are the finest moments of mass that my body appears to achieve.

Then there are the bad eggs which I feel now, where my body has lost a measurable dimension of muscle that at one time was so clogged with an abundance of mass and richening blood. It’s as if the pump from the workout was giving my mind the best rewards but now my rewards will allow themselves to be controlled and my body will speak of solid mass at times like this.

Creatine Day One

With help of fate today I bought what I feel is a potent supplement named ‘Creatine’. I’ve bragged about this one before but back in the days it used to cost over a hundred dollars per bottle, now it only costs $25. It is this that I bought today from the Health Food Store and I will start taking it daily hoping for a reward. Creatine is a supplement that replenishes ATP levels in muscle stores.

What that basically means is that along with larger doses of water daily my muscles will be more full and as a result I will be able to push greater weight and I will have energy coming out of nowhere for those heavy sets. This I feel like take me out of a small hole I can’t help digging myself into. My weight rarely seems to be going up and it’s always around the same so this might be the result making supplement I’ve been looking for to help me lift heavier and with more power. Cheers as I take my teaspoon full now…

Juice Full Of Sugar

I’ve just discovered a remarkable find that is sure to boggle your mind, hey that rhymes. I bought a two liter bottle of apple and blackcurrant juice and reading the label and having almost drunk the whole bottle in the matter of one day I have consumed over 200 grams of carbohydrates dominantly comprised of sugars.

There is literally no fat or protein in this drink but I am fascinated to know that all this sugar would have in turn been converted to fat and at the same time giving me a rush that makes me sleepy, like now. Imagine what cordial would be like seeming I drink that almost every day. Cordial would have more of a sugar content within as it is very sweet, how would that affect me because I never add drinks into my total caloric equation at the end of the day.

Space Station Dreams

Just before I start off my memoirs let me note that science and space travel has once again taken another leap. Back in 1969 (If that was the year) the first man walked on the moon stopping the world in awe. Since then space travel has not been so widely publicized but two months ago a historical mission was made sending back an aged astronaut who landed once on the moon. This created much publicity but I’m proud of the advancements made today.

Just a week or two ago they launched what was the first piece of a 4 year project to piece together a space station. Just tonight I heard that the second piece is off and in four years time when these forty or so pieces have been assembled there will be a huge space station just outside of earth that will clearly be visible as it will be over 5 football fields long. It will be powered by the harnessed power of the sun and in many years time to come it will be open to the public.

Staying Home This Month

This month I am intent on taking it easy and I am firm in preferring to stay home and relax. These last couple of days I would prefer to sit at home writing in my Diary, watching television or playing my computer than fancifully prancing around looking for action we never observe and girls we never witness. On top of that I have grown weary of my diminutive wardrobe of clothing and until I have myself some decent nightclub apparel I won’t be comfortable in attending one.

The only clothes I seem to wear lately are my Adidas pants and bonds shirts because I rarely go out and when I do I don’t take my jeans or any other pants. Keith called me up tonight seeing if he wanted to go out and knowing that I would prefer to sit around not feeling like company I was relieved that he didn’t show up tonight and still hasn’t.

Don’t get me wrong but sometimes when Shawn and Tatton come over without notice and keep me company I would prefer to be by myself but there are those times that I enjoy their company and prefer being rescued from boredom. I guess having lonely night’s once again is a push in the right direction for my struggle to sleep earlier. This way I have control of when I get to sleep despite the fact that it’s still around 5:00 a.m.

Taking that out of account I am waking up slightly earlier these days and hope to get it down before this month is over and the new year begins. I don’t see me getting a job this month or having had one for this whole year but I know that 1999 will definitely be different. A new girl, a new job, new friends, a new body and new respect but how much times have you heard me say that in past years.

Woken By Lyssa Twice

The hairs on my legs are once again starting to appear, it has taken a while but it hasn’t been without scratching red spots and irritable ingrown hair. However I have started to use moisturizer more often and now with money to spend I will buy moisturizer and anything else when needed. As my days usual do start, I was called very early in the morning at 10:00 a.m. just five hours after getting to sleep. Woken from my slumber abruptly I remember nothing until the phone was actually in my hand and I consciously said hello to who was on the other end, Lyssa.

Confused I asked Lyssa “Did I just call you” as I thought I had woken up early just to speak to Lyssa at home. Playing along with me Lyssa said “Yes, you called me” then I asked her how long we had been talking. It was only after this that Lyssa had informed me that she had called me and once she did speak of how she rang me I was stunned because I really believed I had called Lyssa.

There I was half asleep but as I took a look at it why would I call Lyssa at home so early in the morning not even knowing she would be there. Anyway, Lyssa obviously didn’t go to College, her excuse being she woke up at 10:00 a.m. which is a lousy excuse. There we chatted about idle things my mind can’t remember but as Lyssa suggested she call me back later to let me sleep I jumped at the opportunity.

Two hours later Lyssa gave me another call and knowing it would be Lyssa this time around I became infuriated knowing she calls me too much times when she doesn’t need to. Lyssa calls for chit chat but she still doesn’t realize that I’m sleeping heavily at the times she gives me a call and she doesn’t let me appreciate my sleep. Next time I will just turn down my phone and let mum or dad upstairs answer it because I’m getting tired of being woken up when barely into sleep.

Picking up the phone I voiced my aggression in a sane manner but as usual Lyssa couldn’t cut the flak when I said to her “Can you let me have some sleep and I’ll call you back when I’m awake.” Why don’t you wake up in normal times so you won’t be tired when I ring you up” Lyssa asked where I replied “I don’t feel obligated to you anymore so why should I have to wake up earlier just so you can talk to me.”

Saying goodbye Lyssa hung up the phone bad tempered and in an aggressive mood, I just wanted some more unhindered sleep. Stress is known to be high in people that are frequently bothered in their sleep and I can say that Lyssa is the number one cause if ever I had a high blood pressure problem.