The night was cooling off and with my window open and the blankets off my bed we lay once again next to each other. Lyssa pointed out that I had bad breath and figuring that Lyssa wanted it to be perfect for her emotions to reap full rewards I walked upstairs and had myself an apple. Dad and I had a little talk about the weather while I was up there and upon coming back down Lyssa had her eyes closed. Quickly they opened and before I jumped back onto the bed I put on some deodorant under my arms and some ‘Cool Water’ on my face and neck. Walking back to the bed I voiced “There, now you can’t say that I smell or have bad breath.” That was my way of raising the sensuality of the night, for myself to smell good and for Lyssa to start her moistness. Smelling Lyssa’s neck for ‘Calvin Klein’ I told her that she might now need some perfume so I got out my bottle and started dabbing it onto Lyssa’s neck, face and onto her cleavage where her hand directed me.
Our courting was almost over and as I once again lay next to Lyssa I thought of how beautiful and sincere she was with me and gave her a kiss on the neck. I could sense that Lyssa was saying in her head “Come on kiss me again” so I asked Lyssa “Where is that spot again on your neck that makes you go off.” Without a second thought Lyssa guided me with her hand over to the back of her neck and with my mouth I slowly started to pamper and kiss that spot. Lyssa almost instantaneously started to moan and move around to the attention I was giving to her newly found favorite spot. Lyssa was receiving her most wanted pleasure and by the way she was wriggling around from under my venomous biting, like that of a vampire, I knew that Lyssa was ecstatic with my decision to start on her neck.
Becoming more and more aroused and feeling the affection and love within myself I made the love take over our night. While kissing Lyssa’s neck all over now I guided my hand to her breasts where I easily revealed one to my hands. Lyssa’s nipples were elevated and as I looked at her breasts perked in the air and in between my hand I realized once again what great breasts Lyssa had. Being aroused somewhat more we stopped for a second as Lyssa took off her top and asking me if I was taking anything off I nodded and took off my boxer shorts. Taking it upon myself to take off Lyssa’s boxer shorts I lay on top of her and Lyssa then told me cautiously to take myself out two minutes before I could even feel anything. Of course, Lyssa was being sarcastic but that’s something that I felt we should also do.
Kissing Lyssa on the lips for the first time I backed away and we both smiled at each other. In my mind, our first kiss didn’t feel real and although it wasn’t fake I just felt like I was cheating. It’s just the fact that I kissed Lyssa and then looked into her eyes to see deceit within myself. Lyssa had a grin on her face and she too could sense that it was wrong. It’s not good when you kiss someone you loved and when you look into their eyes it’s just not the same. Last night while I was with Lyssa I was once again trying to love her deeply and love was within me but it was also a lie, a short lived lie to myself. It would have meant the same thing if Lyssa and I just (Mind my expressionism) fucked each other. It would have been better to just classify our night together as a one night stand but that can’t be the case.
Slowly Lyssa took me into her hand and guiding me to where she was most moist (Very moist I might add but it’s been almost a month) we started our moment of equaled passion. Continually I kissed Lyssa on the neck to keep her sexual appetite in the air and it was working marvelously. Taking her breast also within my hand I done all that and on occasion gave her some more pleasure with my tongue brushed up against hers. After our first kiss I was alright, we could kiss without me feeling guilty. Lyssa asked me to take it slow and so I did, I wanted this night to be the greatest experience that we have both experienced, it was. Slowly I moved within, panting became more evident from Lyssa. Light rain was outside and it gave an essence of serenity to the fact that my parents were upstairs sleeping. The whole night brought no mistake but one, I tried to push myself in too far and for a moment Lyssa was in pain but as we continued, that faded.
Lyssa’s appetite for intimacy was increasing as she started to kiss me on the neck and grab my body. Lyssa’s body was sexy and skinny, mine was tanned and defined, we were taking it slow, passionately and sensually. Lyssa was on the bottom, her most favored position but as I kissed her neck and had but only one hand not doing anything I asked Lyssa to pounce upon me. Lyssa grabbed me around the waist and brought herself up towards me, time and time again increasing our excitement. As our tempo picked up along with Lyssa’s excitement and mine I brought my hand down to where Lyssa would most pleasure from it. This discovery brought to my attention that Lyssa was very aroused, very moist and as my hand circled around to pleasure Lyssa showed her appreciation with deepened moans.
My senses were brought to maximum and this almost brought me to finish early but I took myself out, only for a moment. Lyssa waited with anticipation as my hand was still circling upon Lyssa’s moistness. My fears were brought forward as I thought I had let some liquid from within myself escape and checking with my hand I wasn’t sure if it was Lyssa or me. For that reason I kept myself out for some more time as I tried cleaning myself with my hand and also trying to help anything escape from within me. My hopes were that I didn’t come slightly and as I placed myself back in Lyssa a minute later those fears were still evident. Still, a good sign was that I was still hard and Lyssa still aroused to a great potential, I continued with my venture.
Lyssa became more ecstatic as I moved one of my hands under her butt and grabbed near her crotch. Her breath became heavier and her climax was soon evident. With my hand under her and spreading her so that I could enter with more ease Lyssa placed her hand on her own clitoris as mine was there before. Lyssa started to also please herself to the fullest and by this time, no hand of ours was left doing nothing. My mouth was upon Lyssa and the tension built and built. Lyssa finally reached orgasm and feeling the great sensation between her as I continued with my incessant pounding Lyssa grabbed me around the neck with her hands and arched her back forward. Lyssa’s breasts perked up, her hips were firm to the ground and as she started to shake I placed my hand where hers once was and continued her actions. Lyssa squealed at my action and now forcing myself harder upon her she squealed once more. Anticipation for Lyssa had come and for a minute, she was arched and breathing in, almost trapping her breath as she couldn’t speak. Slumping to the ground Lyssa became far too ticklish and couldn’t take it no more so I took myself out.
Lyssa’s first words once we were finished were “I still have to make you go off” and that made me pleased. Giving Lyssa kisses and touching her down there she became too ticklish to be touched down there once more and as she lay so calm on her back, she tried not to move. Lyssa then told me that she came not only from where I was pounding her but also from her clitoris. Lyssa then went on to tell me that I had given her an all over body orgasm and knowing that this was what I was hoping for I was proud.
Lyssa jumped up after a couple of minutes but she didn’t wait too long to please me. At first, when she grabbed me in her hand and started her motion I thought that I wouldn’t reap much reward. Gathering that Lyssa didn’t want to go down on me I figured, the day that Lyssa does go down on me is when she feels love for me again. Until that day arrives where Lyssa loves once more (If that day ever comes) I will be content with what I receive. Lyssa was willing to try anything else and offered for something I love pretty much. Laying down on her back and pushing her boobs together I brought myself between then and as firm as that was I began my venture. Lyssa was on a mission with squeezing her boobs together and that aroused me. More and more I became aroused and finally I came. In the dark it was hard to see where it all went but the first portion hit my pillow. Seeing one part head towards Lyssa I heard her squeal and then she told me that it went (Above all places) in her nose.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
