Apart from a train trip from Leumeah to Campbelltown, the rest I walked. It was long and arduous, strenuous on my legs but energy for my tiring muscles. Upon coming home I learnt that Lyssa had just given me a call and Keith also gave me a call. That made me happy knowing Lyssa had such a great day that she couldn’t even wait for me to get home to give me a call. Trying to call Lyssa back the phone was on call waiting and I figured it was Kuper. For the next twenty minutes I typed in my computer and then hearing a car out the front and a knock on my door I answered it. Knowing it would be Lyssa I answered the door and she asked with Kieran waiting in his car if I would still like to visit Lonestar. Considering that I had called Keith and we were meeting in an hour I told her yes. As Lyssa waited in the hall I gave Keith a call back and told him I would meet him at Mobil in an hour we left.
Jumping into Kieran’s car I sounded excited as I usually do to try and start off conversation. Lyssa bellowed “I told you he sound excited when he starts conversations.” It’s not a bad thing, I just like being a positive talker in conversations. Making our way to a petrol station Lyssa bought herself a lighter and then we made our way to Lonestar. Parking just behind it we made our way inside and being with Kieran brought the friendship between Lyssa and I because we didn’t want to act loving in front of judging people.
Sitting ourselves down a male waiter came up that reminded me of a taller Herman (Believe me, that’s no compliment) and as Kieran and I sat on one side with Lyssa by herself he thought we weren’t with her. His friendly tone came on and Lyssa had a smile on her face saying he was nice when he left. I couldn’t help but to think that Lyssa didn’t really find him that attractive but she was just trying to show to me that other guys do exist in her life. In a way Lyssa was trying to show off in the night and at times she did get to me by boasting how much guys she liked and how much liked her. It was just such a contradiction from what we were at my house. Only Four hours beforehand Lyssa was jumping on top of me and kissing me continuously, now she couldn’t touch me and was harsh towards me in such respect as to put me down to make herself look better. Kieran could see this attitude at one stage when we were playing a game on a tissue.
Lyssa brought up a topic while we were seated at the table of how they were at the Catholic Club pissed last Friday and they were coming up with come on lines. There are three I remember and the first one was told by Kieran, “Are you Jamaican, cause you’re Jamaican me horny.” That created the biggest laugh from me, then there was “Are you Yugoslavian, do you want some in you” and “Is that a mirror in your pants cause I can see myself in it tonight.” The last one was Lyssa’s and she made it sound like she was saying it so intently to another guy. Lyssa was boasting how her friend reacted when she had said that and as Kieran could see me secretly gritting my teeth (Or he just had a sixth sense among guys) he tried to change the subject.
The food came to us and when it did I sat next to Lyssa so I could be closer to the food and also next to Lyssa. With our Amarillo Cheese Fries and some Salad we started digging in with our Honey Mustard Sauce, I love that shit. Lyssa and I were having the time of our lives with our food and Kieran, eating his meal and finishing the meat dipped into sweet potato that looked like a pumpkin. Taking one bite out of it he looked closely inside of it and noticed a whole worm, still alive and wriggling. Lyssa became disgusted with this and not really seeing it for myself Kieran beckoned for the waiter. Having a joke about it the food was taken away back into the kitchen and just a little later the manager came up to us and informed Kieran that his meal would be free. The staff were making jokes about how insects cost extra, they were being cool.
Lyssa wanted to buy some dessert and with some change in my wallet I handed it to her so she could have enough money. Apart from that I also gave Lyssa another $5 so I could also pay for some of the night. Now I only have $5 left to my name and hope I can gather some more before the weekend comes up. Lyssa told me that she would pay me back the money she lent for the Taxi but I wouldn’t feel comfortable taking that money from her. Rather, I will probably get it from my parents in some manner.
When our food was finished Lyssa brought out a tissue and with a pen she played the future game. This is the game where you have to pick four guys, four cars and four amounts of children and you find out who you will marry and the rest of it. For my four girls I chose Lyssa, Haizley, Rhiannon and Bielka and at the end of the game I ended up with Haizley. Kieran also chose basically the four same people, he ended up with DJ. Lyssa done the same test and I thought she would at least pick me or Kieran but she was content with sitting there and trying to name guys that liked her. “Come on Kieran, help me out, who are all those guys who really like me, what are their names again.” How ‘Love Myself’ does that sound even though that really wasn’t the case. Lyssa chose, Gideon, Pedro, Imad and one other guy she thought was hot. I’m not sure who Lyssa ended up with but I didn’t appreciate how Lyssa was boasting about her life outside of me when a couple of hours ago she was with me. At least I had the respect to include Lyssa and pick people that weren’t filled with curiosity.
Heading out of Lonestar and paying only for what Lyssa and I ate I was about to walk to Mobil but Kieran insisted that he drive me. Jumping into his car I noticed Keith’s car, Simon’s car and Shawn’s car parked at Mobil so as we were at the lights I opted to jump out. Kieran and Lyssa were fine with that and quickly I jumped out of the car before the lights turned green, thanked Kieran for the lift and thanked Lyssa for the good night. Jogging across the road I noticed Ali’s car parked just behind Mobil and putting on a mean face and squinting I tried to spot the hero but didn’t find his face amongst the crowd. Shawn, Keith and Simon were coming out of Mobil as I was giving my death stare and they told me they had seen my death stare change upon seeing them.
Heading inside of Mobil I was on a high a little as I had just been with Lyssa and talking with Tatton while he was cashing up I read through some Playboy and Penthouse. Simon threw 10 cents at Tatton and that pissed him off that Tatton tried to kick Simon out of the store. When Tatton was cashed up he jumped into Shawn’s car and went off at Simon for being a prick. The both of them were arguing and Tatton was acting pretty hard considering he told me that he would run rather than back me up if I was in a fight, he would call the cops. Tatton’s cry baby attitude had him driven home and the rest of us made our way to Shawn’s house.
Shawn had ‘Boogie Nights’ at his house, the movie I wanted to view but Lyssa told me it was a shit movie. Keith was boasting that it was a great movie and as it was placed on I made my own judgment. Shawn got bored halfway through the movie and all in all the movie dragged on for over two hours. Pretty much an epic movie I didn’t really like it, the story line wasn’t really going anywhere but up in the time line. When the movie was over we were too bored now to do anything so Simon gave me a lift home as it was on the way and I think that I started writing in my Diary, yes I did. My night ended then about 12:30 a.m. on Wednesday morning and that’s that for Tuesday, now for the most recent news, Wednesday or if you might like to write it more recent, today.
When Lyssa came to my house to invite me to Lonestar the picture I took from her house was in clear view. Quickly I stashed the picture under the computer table until I got back home for the night. Today when Keith came over I had to once again hide the picture, now it is out again. I thought to do evil things to this picture like burning it or scratching parts of Ali’s anatomy with a knife and then bleed my blood into the rough scratching I made of his body-parts.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
