Cronulla Beach and a Night at Lonestar (Part 3) – Mad Chaos: October 21, 1998

That was the agenda for my Sunday and later that night before Lyssa came over to my house. Now that everything is up to date let me just fill in a couple of thoughts and restart on my day’s happenings, what happened Tuesday (Which was basically today). Keith told me about Diamond being at the Catholic Club on Friday night. I’m not sure when he told me but from his description, Diamond was one hot piece of property and with the same guys she was hanging out with last week. All I know now is that I would like to visit the Catholic Club this Friday. I’ve run the idea past Keith and he seems to agree if nothing is going on. Another little idea, I should cut my hair shorter. The right length would be just a bit below my chin, that way I could still put it in a ponytail if I wished.

Tuesday begs for an explanation and I am now here to finish it off. Starting from our walk to Bradbury shops Lyssa and I walked into Video Ezy where we rented two movies. After a look around Lyssa picked out ‘The Man In The Iron Mask’ (Which is a great movie) and begging me, Lyssa asked that we hire out ‘The Breakfast Club’. Because I felt so much compassion and fondness was in the air I did not care but to make Lyssa’s wish finally come true. Lyssa’s wish is to have me watch ‘The Breakfast Club’ with her and Tuesday it happened for her. After hiring our videos I bought Lyssa two croissants because she asked for them and buying some hot chips we were prepared to head home. Just before heading off I noticed Devon (Kieran’s brother) and stopping off to talk with him we had ourselves an inquisitive chat. From this I probably made Devon think that I was still with Lyssa and I heard some big news, Devon got his 17 year old girlfriend pregnant. What’s more, he is also 17 and she is older than him. What’s more, Devon’s girlfriend doesn’t believe in abortions so they are definitely having the baby. Devon’s parents were shocked at first but now they are trying to cope with it. Devon should learn to use different forms of protection to his benefit more often but let’s just hope that if they don’t want this baby she gets a miscarriage or something.

Forgive me but I must end this chapter once again short. The reason is that I have to get myself some sleep, after all I did wake up at 9:00 a.m. Tuesday morning. Now the time is 3:25 a.m. so I gather that I will talk about this judgmental night when I wake tomorrow afternoon, if it becomes of me. Until then, peace may come to my body that sleeps and waits for a mortal time to think of peace. Before I bid you farewell let me speak of an ancient proverb made by me for me… Tonight I will go to sleep, not because I’m sleepy but because I sleep.

Wednesday 4:13 p.m.

Two hours have passed since I was first going to write in my diary but just as I started up at 2:15 p.m. I heard a car out the front. The alarm beeped and I knew it could only be one, Shawn. Along with Tatton they both came up to my door and turning off my diary and computer I knew I had to wait for them to leave before I could recite the rest of Tuesday night.

Today I woke up at 1:00 p.m. once again due to my late night last night. These days it is a struggle to find time to write in my Diary and right now I am caught in the middle. Here I have at least 15 minutes to write in my Diary then I am off to the Gym. Once my workout is finished I am calling back Shawn and Tatton who will be busy at home working on some spud cannons as they have just left for BBC Hardware. While at my house we lounged around listening to music and Shawn told me that Tessa is out with Simon, like on a date. They are in Liverpool right now and Tessa should have been home around 3:30 p.m. When it got boring listening to loud music I took down my two gas guns from my wall and started undoing the screws. The reason for this was that I wanted to find out why one of the guns wasn’t clicking and finally having it open we worked upon both guns for half an hour fixing the problem. Now both guns click and working out that I needed new gas for my guns Tatton and Shawn like I said before headed to BBC Hardware. Tatton wants to do some Jolly Rogers Cookbook shit, some anarchy and that’s his personal agenda for going there. So when I have finished my workout I will jump back onto the phone and give them a call.

Tonight there are no real plans but Tatton wants to go on another lesson with his car and Shawn will be helping him learn. Maybe if we get gas in time I will take my guns out tonight but Shawn told me he wants Tessa to come out with us, not Phoenix. My workout in the Gym should be big today I can sense it. Along with my muscles being fairly relaxed I can feel a sense of energy within my body that will allow me to lift great weight. Maybe today I will try 160 pounds for the first time, I’ll just give it a try.

Tuesday, back to that important day I did not talk about that night but must end now in the next ten minutes. From Bradbury shops where we bought movies and some hot chips and croissants to eat we headed back to my house, once again hand in hand. Upon entering my domain we sat on the floor and putting on the movie we started to eat. The first movie we viewed was ‘The Man In The Iron Mask’ and both laying on the waterbed I had my hands around Lyssa and at most times we were holding hands. Lyssa wasn’t afraid to hold my hand and at times she sought me out to hold my hand. The movie was great and we both especially liked when the Musketeers charged on the last scenes and were shot at by muskets and lived. Lyssa was crying at the end of the movie and as we turned that off we started to muck around on the waterbed.

While we were on the topic of the Catholic Club (If I haven’t mentioned this yet) and speaking about her black dress I asked Lyssa if she was going to the Catholic Club on Friday. Lyssa told me that she was thinking about it and when I told her that I might be there too she became shy with a smile on her face. Upon asking her what was wrong she told me that she would feel uncomfortable with me there as she likes a guy called Gideon who always visits the Catholic Club. After she made that comment Lyssa took back her words and told me that she would walk around with me at the Catholic Club and we could play Pokies together.

Before putting on ‘The Breakfast Club’ Lyssa wished to have a smoke outside and that got me a bit angry as we were having fun lying with each other. Relaxed as I was that wrecked the mood and I was persistent in telling Lyssa to smoke by herself but soon after I gave in to her. Walking outside I dreaded sitting and watching Lyssa take puffs of a smoke, slowly doing harm with every breath. Conversation was bleak as Lyssa was smoking and I was looking at the sky but when that was over we made our way back to the bedroom. Finally we put the movie on and let me tell you, this is a very old movie but still I did watch it with some intrigue. Lyssa absolutely loves this movie for some reason, that’s why she was so eager to rent it.

Lyssa was losing interest in the movie halfway through and as I lay comfortably on my back across the bed Lyssa lay with her pillow on my legs, near my hips to watch the movie. That made me happy and it obviously made her comfortable but soon after Lyssa started getting bored and came up to lie beside me. Starting to lose interest in her pick of a movie Lyssa turned to face me and closed her eyes a couple of times. While Lyssa was watching the movie I placed my hand within her shirt, in her back and then moved my way to the front. The first thing I noticed was that Lyssa’s bra was a bit too big for her in the bust and later when Lyssa was taking it off I noticed that truth. Lyssa told me it was a result of her losing weight and for the past couple of days I’ve seen her I have noticed that difference. This is the black bra I think I bought for Lyssa, it’s a push up and her nipples are barely inside of it. One push down on the bra with my fingers, one little centimeter and her boobs are popping out.