Nikita drove her car down and she’s only on her L’s and deciding to be friendly (Which I always am anyway) I told her to watch out after 3:00 a.m. as there will be lots of breath testing done and both the girls were drinking for the night. “Are you with Tamsen tonight are you” Lyssa asked me. “I didn’t come with her, Keith met up with her and besides Ralf and I have been hanging out with each other apart from becoming a family unit” is what I responded with. While I talked with Lyssa the rest of them made their way to other machines to try their luck and as a result of security constantly telling us to move because we weren’t meant to be standing around we got pissed off and kept walking. The three of us sat at a pokies machine and as we talked Lyssa tripped over what I gathered was a friend of hers. While standing right next to her this guy walked up to Lyssa and a short distance away from her and noticeably drunk he started talking with her. This pissed me off a little that I was there but he didn’t really do anything more than bag Lyssa and then leave. This side of Lyssa I hadn’t ever really seen, from what I had seen this was Lyssa being a flirt and I didn’t want to have the chance to experience it.
Walking up to Ralf I found out that he was checking to see if we had been called out for the snooker game and as Keith called me over I told him what was happening. “Are you coming down or staying with Lyssa” he asked and telling him I would be a couple of minutes I sat back down with Lyssa and Nikita as I told her I would be spending a bit of time with her once down there. Not long after that I told Lyssa that our game of snooker was up and I had to make my way down there. Lyssa thought she would escort me down there so the three of us made our way to the Snooker rooms and I made conversation with Nikita about her car and of course, with Lyssa. Beforehand, Lyssa was going to make trouble with Tamsen but as she walked up towards her I said “Lyssa, don’t make trouble while I’m here with them.” Lyssa immediately ceased her vengeance and her attitude was over.
Making our way towards the Snooker Rooms I came across Rowena whom I had the satisfaction of seeing at Chevy’s last weekend or the weekend before. From what I had seen she looked hot that night and walking past her tonight she waved to me. While at Ralf’s house they also walked past before we jumped in the car, she is married right now, everyone’s getting married young. While at the pokies and standing in our small gathering around Ralf’s machine I bumped into Reuben, a guy I used to go to Bradbury Public School and then to Airds High School with. His sister who looked like his mother was playing the pokies alongside Ralf and we talked about the old days and about Kathryn. That was interrupted when Lyssa came back to talk with me and saying goodbye to him Lyssa, Nikita and I found ourselves somewhere to talk.
At the end of the night I had Keith asking me if I was getting back with Lyssa because from what he had seen he was pretty sure of it. But, I know I’m not getting back with Lyssa and as I told him that I reassured myself that it was a great thing how Lyssa and I have remained good friends throughout this whole ordeal. True love lasts through barriers and friendship has lasted with a couple of sensual moments but no strings attached. When I talked with Lyssa the first time I looked over at Diamond with her boyfriend’s arms around her and the look on her face was somewhat of surprise. I was wondering if that was surprise realizing that I was Lyssa’s ex boyfriend (Giving her credit to say she is smart enough to figure it out) or the fact that she had also noticed me and she was surprised that I had known some of her friends.
Well, the time is now exactly 5:00 a.m. and I’ve just had myself a warm shower and brushed my teeth for what looks to be the nearing of my night. If only my thoughts were faster and more precise for me to have ten pages wrapped up in ten minutes but I’m not half a robot and I too have to sleep sometime so let me finish off my night so that I don’t lag behind again.
Back to my story, Lyssa and Nikita walked with me to as far as the glass doors before the Snooker room. Saying goodbye to them and spotting Keith and the rest of them standing around I walked over to see Ned in the gathering. This was the exact same spot that we all had a conversation at when Ned was last seen by me two weeks ago. He talked of how he was going on a Pacific Cruise on one of them big boats with Brodie and how they were going to get some pussy. Binh was also going with them but he was supposedly going to be the sensible one out of the three of them. From what Keith told me later in the night about Brodie and Ned being very good best friends I was sure they would be having a great time. Ned and Brodie tend to share girls they meet at Clubs and the two of them have a threesome that night with the girl. It doesn’t matter what the girl looks likes, they’re not picky but they go doubles on girls. Imagine what it’s going to be like when they are on this Cruise, a fuck fest if ever you had seen one.
As our game of Snooker started I sat out of it and away from Tamsen but closer to Min-Su. Shawn and Tatton turned up and decided to join our little party. Keith’s plan of dogging them for the night didn’t turn out to how he planned it. While Keith and Ralf played their game of Snooker I decided for Shawn, Tatton and I to take a walk around and check out the juices flowing. Some girls were pretty hot as we walked around the pokies and through the whole area but it wasn’t as full of hot chicks as two weeks ago. Most of the girls in the Catholic Club looked snobby and you could say that look adorns my ex Lyssa as well. If you had tried to approach Lyssa without knowing her she would probably talk to you but I would think that she would tend to snob a fair few people off, just like her friends would. It’s hard to talk to girls there because most of them are in groups with guys in there and it’s hard to tell if a girl in single or not. It seems that Diamond got hooked up pretty quickly in the last week or is she just using this guy for sex.
Tatton also decided to buy me an orange juice as him and Shawn bought some alcohol. Making our way back to the rest of the group we waited for them to finish their game and then sat in the quiet room between the snooker room and the rest of the Catholic Club. Just before coming in here with the rest of them I met up with Masozi who was sitting with a couple of his friends. They were all getting up and I had a couple of words with Masozi finding out he was also playing Snooker before he left. From when we all sat down there were seven of us and Min-Su was waiting upon Jett to arrive so I pushed two tables together. From where I sat I noticed Lyssa where she tells me she always sits, right near the back of the normal seating place, I could see her vividly through the glass but didn’t pay attention to her. Lyssa probably also knew where I was seated and was probably frustrated by the fact that I was seated next to Min-Su.
While seated Shawn and Tatton went on another walk and Keith noted that we wouldn’t see them again for the night. Keith was pretty clued in on their dog actions now and he gathered they would head off for some more secretive dogging. Before the night did end Shawn and Tatton did come back but signaling through the glass window that they were heading off Keith said “Well, they had the decency to at least tell us they were leaving.” But I knew that the window that silenced their voices was for the fact that they didn’t want us asking questions. A quick getaway was their plan and that’s what they got but Keith was onto their plans. There was a girl sitting on the opposite side of the window that I used to know from High School but I can’t remember her name. All I know is that we didn’t really talk at school, she’s fat but she knew the girl that Imad was in love over, I just can’t remember her name. She waved to me first and then as she kept looking through the window she waved to Ralf. At the end of the night I talked with her as we were waiting for the cars and I found out she had a baby eight weeks ago and this was the second time she had been out since the baby was born.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
