You know me, I get tired of writing soppy stories and my brain strains from trying to be imaginative in my wording. So, for that reason I stopped writing short in my last entry and here I am now, a couple of hours later. The reason for such a long break, Imad came over like he told me he would. While he was here we played ‘Tomb Raider’ and ‘Grand Theft Auto’ that was lent to me by Tatton.
Here we sat for an hour, as Imad liked ‘Grand Theft Auto’ and getting more tired by the minute I was wondering if I would get a chance to write in my Diary tonight before I fell asleep. Well, here is my chance and boy, you still don’t know what kind of a night Tuesday was. Let me just say that I didn’t get to sleep for the whole night and I only had three hours of sleep today.
Beginning from our adventure eating at Ingleburn we picked ourselves up and drove towards Campbelltown with no real objective. We cruised through Macdonald’s in Leumeah and finding nothing interesting we headed just down the road to the Shell or Ampol Service Station just before the bridge. Jumping out Tatton wanted once again to eat and once again he shouted me to some food. Buying our food we made our way outside where the three of us continued another conversation. Our conversation consisted of Tatton and how he’s a virgin, we tend to pick on him for that. Then there was the serious side where Jett and Min-Su going out came up in conversation. The shared opinion around the three of us was that Jett was too good for Min-Su and Keith seemed to have his opinion that Min-Su was an alright chick but she was a bit loony. In other words, she fucks guys up and she’ll probably fuck Jett up. Keith mentioned that Jett will never be the one to dump Min-Su, she will have that power, Jett will just want to ride the wave for as long as he can.
Our curious night started near the end of these conversations. Standing out the front, cold but content with a croissant in my hand Keith pointed to the yellow pay phone within the service station and uttered “There you go, you can prank someone with that.” Tatton then mentioned that we should all prank Phoenix but he didn’t actually do it. With a grin on my face I walked over to the phone and called Phoenix’s number just to have some fun. Placing no money in the phone the time was noted to be midnight. Ringing at least six times Phoenix picked up the phone and all I heard before the phone disconnected was the ‘Hel’ of ‘Hello’. Three more times I pranked Phoenix and each time she only got part of ‘Hello’ out. It was hilarious how she always answered the phone in the same way. Upon asking me who I pranked I told Tatton and Keith the truth and we all had our laugh about it.
Deciding it was now time to leave we didn’t have anything to do for the night and I could sense the end of the night coming near. For some strange reason I started thinking (Probably with my dick) of calling Tessa on the phone and asking Tatton or Keith if they knew her number I suggested we drive to her house and talk out the front to her. Keith suggested I call Phoenix to get the number so handing us his phone Tatton gave her the call. Originally Tatton was supposed to ask if we could have her number and since they were talking to each other on the phone she asked but there was no good news. Just as Tatton was about to hang up the phone I asked to speak to Phoenix. Speaking content, not angered but smooth I tried to negotiate for Tessa’s number. Phoenix was persistent so I told Phoenix if she didn’t give us her number we would drive over to her house and she would have to come out and speak to us. Phoenix didn’t show it in her tone of voice but she was enthusiastic and invited us over her house. Smoothing it out some more I told her to wear the skirt she wore a long time ago when last I was at her house but the night was cold and she would have rather not wear a skirt.
The drive to Phoenix’s house was long and talk was high spirited of the plans for the night. Taking into regard that Keith has been going out with Tamsen for over two years now he was at first “No I won’t get onto her” and then he changed his point of view to “Fuck it, if I have to do it then I have to do it.” Such a deceptive mind conceives such deceptive thoughts but, it’s his life. The talk was for all of us to get onto Phoenix and my thoughts of having a threesome or more was becoming realized in thought but it wasn’t how I would have liked to plan it. Rather than one girl and more than one guy I would prefer one guy and plenty of girls but if anything happened Tuesday night it would be the opposite way.
Reaching Phoenix’s house after a twenty-minute drive we waited out the front for a short pause and then out came stalky Phoenix. Closer and closer she drifted towards the car until she was finally upon us and I could see the grandeur of her face or rather, lack of it. Phoenix was tall and apart from that forwarding gesture towards her noticeable size she looked geeky and her hair was very blonde, as blonde as her skin. Don’t get me wrong, she had a touch or two touches maybe of femininity and she did look attractive but my first impression wasn’t all that impressing. Jumping out of the car the four of us sat in the winds and wrapping myself up in my arms the four of us chatted. Phoenix was leaning up against Keith’s car and standing in front of her myself, Keith was to her left, Tatton to her right. There we sat for five or ten minutes until Keith mentioned to take her out for a drive and then I told her to put her shoes on, none of this polite shit. Phoenix acted positively to my demands and putting some shoes on we placed her in the back with Tatton as a test to see what his reaction would be. Our destination was to visit Simon’s house as we thought he was on the Internet for the whole night since his phone wasn’t answering.
I must be bad luck to Keith with kangaroos because while we were driving to Phoenix’s house a small kangaroo ran out in front of the car. Keith hit on the brakes but didn’t lock up and as we slowed down he pulled to the right of the animal and as it stopped and turned back Keith had to pull hard to the left. The shocks and springs rocked the car around and I think the suspension was pretty shit but we got around the kangaroo without hitting it. Keith’s heart was pumping heavily as he told us, he just didn’t want to have to fix his car once more. As things once again calmed Tatton talked with Phoenix in the back and Keith turned up his music.
Arriving within minutes at Simon’s parents’ house, which he is minding, we tried once more to ring his house phone but again, it was busy. Keith and I decided to jump out of the car and knock on the door as we didn’t make this trip for nothing. Our plans were starting to take form. If Simon was home then we would practically use his house to get onto Phoenix, at least that’s how I’d seen it. This getting onto Phoenix thing came from absolutely nowhere and to be truthful sprouted out of Keith’s mouth and kept with him until our plans were made legitimate by my need and craving for the opposite sex. Since Lyssa I’ve never gotten onto someone, never tasted another kiss or enjoyed another woman’s company. Tuesday night I got that chance but to be truthful I felt guilty having done it. One reason was for the fact that I pretty much disliked (You can also say hate) Phoenix for such a long time and then here I am getting onto her. The other reason was for the fact that she didn’t compare in the slightest to what I’ve had with Lyssa for the past year, nothing has yet. But for truth, I can’t keep Lyssa on a pedestal for much longer, there’s bound to be someone out there that I would consider better, but it’s not Phoenix.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
