An Unexpected Discovery
Jumping off I walked to the bathroom and having almost no toilet paper left I grabbed a towel so we could clean up. Coming back into the room I looked at where her underwear was on the floor and noticed something distinctive, something red, something bloodied. “Lyssa, take a look at your underwear” I informed her and as she did we both knew the truth of the matter, Lyssa had her period. Who knows when it began for her because as I was taking off her underwear I didn’t see any blood so how did it get on her underwear.
Maybe I didn’t look at it closely as I was taking it off but there was a fair bit of blood on that G-String. Taking a look at my finger I noticed near the knuckle end of the finger that there was some dry blood so I gathered that Lyssa had her period while I was satisfying her. Looking down at my other member I didn’t notice anything on him from the time I placed myself within Lyssa so it was all a mystery.
An Awkward Moment Handled Kindly
Lyssa at this time was standing up and embarrassed about the situation told me to turn around and not look so I did that. Lyssa gathered that she started bleeding and I pushed it all back up with my finger and as I turned around once again I looked at her puffed up cheeks and her sorrowful face. A tear was forming in Lyssa’s eye as she looked so miserably at me with her cute face and as I walked up to her I gave her a seldom hug of affection.
“I didn’t want you to see” Lyssa told me in her somber state but I quickly cheered her up informing her that I wasn’t disgusted by what I had seen. Walking to the toilet Lyssa came back in and told me about how she inserts her tampons. From what I heard Lyssa informed me by self exploration in having to put in her tampons that she found these two little lips inside her pussy.
When inserting her tampon she would push it in there and if the two lips swallowed the tampon into it then she wouldn’t feel it inside of her but otherwise it would be very uncomfortable. Lyssa was curious as to what these two lips were just to the side of the middle as I also informed her I knew of these two lips with the exploration I’ve done in my time.
Getting Lyssa Home
Lyssa’s tampon wouldn’t go in and Lyssa had to sit there for a little while trying to push it in. Because Lyssa was now so tight due to having gone off four times and because she was sore and dry it was very hard to get it in. Lyssa couldn’t sit or walk properly because it wasn’t in her properly and as we walked outside for Lyssa to have a smoke she informed me how uncomfortable it was.
Lyssa was also wondering what I did to her that night that she was sleeping and I took all her clothes off. Laughing at the thought of it I tried to show my fake innocence protesting that I did nothing more than strip her for the game of stripping her. Lyssa believed that and in my head I wanted to inform her of what I done to her but I thought I should save it for some other time.
Being 11:00 p.m. Lyssa told me she had to get home so ringing a taxi we waited out the front. While there Lyssa told me how great a night she had with me and as her taxi came I kissed her a couple of times, we hugged and then she was on her way. Watching her until she was out of sight I walked back inside and enjoyed the rest of my night.
Gossip About Imad
Half an hour later Lyssa gave me a call to tell me about her taxi driver and also that she had a great time at my house and she really appreciated it. That was basically it for the night of Saturday so guess what, I’ve finished my chronology. One more thing before I end this paragraph, maybe two things. Lyssa talked about Imad being with Phoenix after I mentioned it and she told me that Imad spoke loving words about Phoenix to Ali.
Supposedly Imad said that Phoenix wasn’t the slut everyone thinks she is (How wrong you think Imad in your lust) and how he really loves her. All I can say is “What are you getting yourself into Imad.” When you think about it, Imad has gone from slut to slut with his first being the exception who was Janice but is probably now a slut.
From what I heard she has put on ten kilos and is supposedly pregnant but who knows. But in all seriousness, the girl from Claymore Imad was fucking, Rena, Rena’s sister, Pippa and now Phoenix, they are all sluts at heart. Imad just can’t seem to find the right girl or he just doesn’t know how to find one. God help us all if Imad spends more than six months with Phoenix and then tells us he’s in love with her, god help us…
A Strange Phone Call
I’m not sure on the exact day but I think it was Monday, Imad gave me a call telling me he had a vibe like the day that Candice committed suicide. Imad thought in his mind that something was wrong somewhere and fearing the worst for me he thought to call my house to see if I was alright. Having a talk with him he told me the thought just boomed into his head that something was going to happen to someone, the same gut feeling he had about Candice that came true. Well, hopefully nothing wrong happened, this was the day of the big thunderstorm which I do think was yesterday.
Now to speak of my day just passed let me just say that last night or should I say Monday Tuesday morning I got to sleep at 6:30 a.m.
Sleeping Through Tuesday
Waking up around midday to head for the toilet I didn’t wake up again until 3:30 p.m. This saddened me in a way as I knew I was back to my old ways but as I had something to eat and nothing to do I started once again getting tired. It was this tiredness an hour after being awake that I once again went back to sleep and didn’t wake up well until 6:00 p.m. and beyond.
Having myself something to eat I couldn’t head outside because it was slightly raining so once again I was condoned to my room. Ringing Lyssa’s house at 7:00 p.m. no one answered the phone and after some thought I realized that Lyssa was out with her family on a dinner for her brother’s birthday. I gathered that Lyssa would give me a call later in the night when she arrived home. Well, time kept rolling and watching ‘Party Of Five’ and then ‘Players’ I began to worry if Lyssa would call me at all for the night.
Lyssa Rings at Last
Keith rang me around 8:30 p.m. asking if I wanted to head for the movies and not feeling like sneaking in again I told him I would be fine. The time came to be 11:00 p.m. and finally I received a call from Lyssa. Lyssa informed me that her mum’s friend came along and that’s why they stayed at this Liverpool Restaurant for so long, she was catching up.
Lyssa told me that she had a long lunch with everyone at work where they headed for the Sydney Harbor Casino from midday until 4:15 p.m. So she left for home basically as soon as she got back to work. From there they headed out to dinner and she didn’t get back home until 11:00 p.m. Lyssa was stuffed having eaten heaps of seafood and prawns, she was full.
In our late conversation Lyssa once again informed me that she had a great night on Monday and she then informed me that she can spend the coming weekend with me after Friday because she’s attending a party or something for that night. Lyssa told me she was already missing me so I gather I’ve once again hit a love nerve that I don’t mind hitting. Speaking about Lyssa heading off next Tuesday to Adelaide with her mum Lyssa informed me that she was thinking not to go as long as she had Christmas to spend with someone.
Christmas Plans
Informing Lyssa that I would be more than happy to spend Christmas with her I also told her that it would be best to head for Adelaide as I didn’t want to be the reason she stayed home which would have been the case. Then again, if Lyssa does stay home then she will be spending half the nights at my house and the other half at her house where there will be no one home and an abundance of noise to create.
I feel that if Lyssa and I rented a hotel room together then Lyssa and I would me more prone to please each other and use the room to the best advantage we could. In other words Lyssa wouldn’t be so content in not touching me because at a hotel room we know what we are there for and we are there to please each other. Fuck the idea of me walking out of there without getting satisfied as usually happens at my house, or used to happen.
So being at Lyssa’s house is going to be like a hotel room yet not as dramatic and if Lyssa spends Christmas with me I’ll probably buy her some lingerie or something, what can I buy her. Now I won’t be as dramatic as buying her a radio like I said I would even though the money is in my Credit Card. Rather I will continue paying off my Credit Card and I’ll buy something little for Lyssa or maybe write another poem.
This coming Monday would have been mine and Lyssa’s one year and six month anniversary and I think that after this week Lyssa is having until January 6th off from work. Well, it’s time for the beach then isn’t it and if I’m sleeping at Lyssa’s house and if she doesn’t go to Adelaide then it’s time for some getting it on…

Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
