Stuck in a Sleep Cycle
This cycle is never going to end, I’m doomed to stay in this sleeping cycle for a very long time. The only ways I see out if it are if I start to get super fit and I wake up earlier to do all of my exercising. Also, I get myself a job where I will hate waking up in the morning or I get myself another girlfriend that will help me wake up early by sleeping in my bed with me.
I’ve tried hard to get back into a normal cycle and now that I think about it the fact that I kept waking up around 9:00 a.m. on my own for at least a month a month or two ago, it’s a miracle. Every morning I woke up I was astonished and in wonderment that my mornings were being seen and not only for a brief moment as I turned over in my warm waterbed to stay out of the sunlight’s glare while sleeping.
Something I’ve noticed lately is the fact that I’m writing my entries normally around this time of the morning and just after 3:00 a.m. What else I’ve noticed is my conscious effort to decrease the pages and I thank that mostly to the fact that I’ve extended the borders. Hold on, let me make a little test here… Yep, my hunch is correct, decreasing the borders to their normal size gives me 260 pages and that would be in order with last month. If I kept going at this pace and the borders were as last month I would come out with the same amount of pages as I did last month.
Keith Drops By
As I was ending my last entry into this Diary my hunch was correct, it was Keith. Opening the door just in time for him as he raised his hand to knock I opened up the front door, he knocked despite seeing me. Walking into my room his visit was a bit unexpected but considering it’s been a week or more due to him working it was bound for a reuniting.
As we started conversation about Simon and Phoenix and that whole drama which I’m sure we’ll look back upon in years to come and cast aspersions at each other and our involvement. My involvement is practically nil but I can’t help but to hear of all that is happening and with Keith coming over my house I gathered this was the third best source to hear from apart from the actual couple, Simon and Phoenix.
Firstly I asked if Keith was there that Saturday night and he told me he did sleep over Simon’s house. It was around this time that I found out they actually slept over at Simon’s house where Lucas also resides. After coming back from their Saturday night in the City where I was with Lyssa they didn’t get back home until 7:00 a.m.
That’s about the time early Sunday morning that they arrived at Simon’s house and from what Simon had told me beforehand he asked if he could hang at Simon’s house in the morning before heading home. Oddly Keith’s parents don’t like their son coming home at early hours of the morning and probably fearing his dad’s anger he decided it be best to sleep at Simon’s. Another piece of information that was told to me was that Keith asked if Simon could have Phoenix sleep over also, aha…
Piecing Together the Night
Just to explain the story as I have been told from a diverse range of know it all voices so far, let me begin. Keith stayed over Simon’s house for the next two or so hours and in the first hour as he was left alone in Simon’s room and where he asked for pillows without sweat marks he got into Phoenix.
From what Keith had told me they fooled around for about ten minutes as Phoenix instigated holding hands and then as they were lying with each other they kissed. Meanwhile Simon and Lucas were in the next room and while they were getting onto each other Simon decided to walk in on them, grab Keith’s keys and tell him he was moving the car. What he actually ended up doing was driving his car around and then Lucas had a go at driving the car.
Keith let Phoenix get up on top of him and for the first couple of minutes she was kissing him all over the body trying to get him erect but once again he was running on a half floppy. When she finally straddled up on him she started to ride him and Keith admitted that for his first time having sex with Phoenix she was a bit tight, more than he expected the slut-hoochie to be. Keith then informed me that Phoenix was much better a sexual rider on top of him than Tamsen is, pretty rude.
Keith mustn’t be a normal man because he told me he doesn’t like receiving head jobs because they don’t do anything for him. What I think is that he’s only received head from Tamsen only and that leads me to believe that she’s either not very good at giving head or she’s not down there long enough for Keith to get any satisfaction. Anyway, Keith was fucking Phoenix and after ten minutes of her bouncing around fairly hard (As he noted) he came and stupid was the next words that came out of his mouth, “I came inside of her”.
Pushing Keith to Worry
Keith letting off his load inside Phoenix apart from grueling to even thing about is wrong on all accounts. Firstly she doesn’t even deserve to be filled up with semen by any man because that’s just the slut she is. Secondly, I stressed the point that Phoenix could have some diseases considering all the guys she’s been with. Simon had come over around now and as he came to my house he too joined into the conversation.
One of them informed me that Phoenix has fucked at least five guys from her work and she’s fucked at least six other people that Simon knew including Keith. That means that this slut Phoenix has been around with over ten guys and from what I’ve heard (Which includes Ace in the picture) most of her mates have had several other women. These people include Rory and Ace for a starter but there are plenty more.
Stressing that there is a possibility that Phoenix could get pregnant he informed me that she had been on the pill for a very, very long time. That to me didn’t really matter as there was a small chance that she could still get pregnant, he started to worry. When he informed me that Phoenix had just gotten off her rags when she fucked him on Saturday I made him more paranoid and guilty.
“That’s worse” I boasted, “If Phoenix really wanted to, because she is on her new period cycle now she could have stopped taking the pill if she really wanted to get pregnant to you. Because she is on the start of her pill stopping the pill will let the egg reach where it’s supposed to be and you will probably get her pregnant. Considering how Phoenix’s starting to like you more affectionately now I don’t think she’s going to abort having a child”. That was my way to worry Keith.
Where the Stories Split
Anyway, when Keith finished up with Phoenix he invited Lucas and Simon back into the room. While there Keith sat on the ground as Lucas and Simon lay on either side of Phoenix on the bed who by the way supposedly still had the fly on her pants undone. Keith left an hour or less after they all talked in the room and when he did Lucas had seen him to the car. It was around this area of time that Simon tried something on Phoenix, half dazed from fucking and with Lucas unselfishly leaving Simon alone and tidying up the house.
From what Simon had told us and where the stories start to split between the two of them Phoenix was awake as he started to move his hands around on her. Still with Keith’s micky juice inside of her (Which disgusts me to think about) Simon started touching her breasts and her butt, he must have had a huge hard-on while all this was happening. The story becomes hazy for him after this as he tells us that Phoenix and him went to sleep and then when he woke up Phoenix had disappeared and along with Lucas. Simon gathered that Lucas had taken her home, fancy that.
Now that I’ve had some time to think about Simon’s story I don’t really understand the part where Simon and Phoenix go to sleep. Phoenix said herself that she didn’t say anything while he was touching her but she boasted that she was asleep and woke up as he was touching her up. That would make sense but the point that doesn’t make sense is the part where she doesn’t say anything to him about it but, she is a slut and a weird and dumb one at that.
My Own Theory
What I think happened was that Simon started touching Phoenix like he told us but instead of going to sleep together something else would have happened that wasn’t so peaceful and indicates that they were so calm about what Simon had just done. Phoenix was probably pretending to be asleep while Simon was in the room with her and as he touched her up she either ignored it and went home later or jumped out and went home straight away with Lucas which is the more accessible alternative.
If that is true then Simon was rejected but what he done was no cause for Phoenix to think about telling the police that he tried to rape her because it wasn’t even close. How is she going to tell a judge that she had sex with a practically married guy and then when she was touched up by one of her friends she was raped. Where do you draw the line with this dumb bitch and her dumb publicity stunts.
Simon was only trying to do what everyone else has tried and if he’s guilty of raping her then I guess Ace’s guilty when he took her out into the sticks, chucked her in the mud and fucked her very, very hard and with intensity for the next couple of minutes. I guess you can consider the fact that we had a big mass orgy at Simon’s parents house a couple of weeks ago where we started touching her up but instead of angry, she was all smiles. Would you consider that intent to rape, I don’t think so, what a bitch…
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
