Thinking it would be best to head home as quick as possible Shawn was confident to a point that he was now alright to drive but just around the corner he was pulled over yet again by another cop car. This time he had proof that he was just tested but they made him blow again into the straw. Regardless, they didn’t even bother asking for his license or checking the result, they were soon off. From that moment of anxiety we looked at each other, amazed at the culmination of two breath tests. Reaching my house I invited Shawn and Tatton in so we could call Phoenix at her house to see for their sake if she wanted to come out at 3:30 a.m. in the morning. I really doubted it but I gave her a try and after speaking with her for five minutes she hung up on me because she wanted to sleep. That didn’t really piss me off as I wanted to get to sleep around then anyway but I don’t think I got that chance.
So that was the conclusion of my Friday night, Shawn and Tatton drove home and I slept happily ever after. This morning on the other hand I was woken up by my dad forewarning me that there was someone at the door, one of my friends. Gathering that it was probably Keith I looked outside as I was putting on my clothes but I could see no car. Instead, walking to the door with no shirt on I realized it was Kieran and quite startled I ran back to my room to put on a shirt as he had his girlfriend present. Taking another look at his girlfriend who was walking Kieran’s dog ‘Shiba’ I realized that for her age that was about 13 she was pretty hot. This girl was wearing three quarter pants and her skin glowed in the sun. If I was Kieran I would hold onto this girl for life because she is pretty hot stuff and coming from my mouth for a girl so young, that is saying something. Enough about Kieran’s girlfriend though, let’s talk about his reason to come over. Making it sound like he hadn’t seen me for a while, he got to the point quick and told me that his friend who is known as ‘Snoop’ (Yeah that black boy from Campbelltown that can rap good) wanted to know if I would help produce their rapping so they can take it to a recording studio. Informing Kieran that I only visit Recording Studios to burn CD’s and master instrumentals I told Kieran I couldn’t help his friend.
The conversation then turned onto Shiba that was being held by Kieran’s girlfriend where I asked if Shiba was permanently a blind dog now. Kieran told me that Shiba only goes along by touch now and calling Shiba’s name he came to me and rubbed his nose on my hand, such a delicate and lovable animal. When Kieran was going him along with his girlfriend said goodbye and jumping back into bed I slept for the next two hours or more.
Lyssa gave me a call around 1:45 p.m. and greeting her on a happy note after basking in the sun for at least half an hour to get a tan we started our conversation. Lyssa told me about her night at the Catholic Club, how she got shattered and Jermaine along with Kieran and the rest of the guys sat with her and Penelope. Lyssa told me that Jermaine actually made an effort to make himself look decent last night and although she noticed him she was still repulsed by him. After the Catholic Club Lyssa went with Penelope and Ali to a lookout where they parked the car and talked all night until 4:00 a.m. in the morning. The conversation consisted of the stars, astrology, the end of the world, shit like that. Time passed quick before any of them realized what time it was and then the rush home was evident. Conversation then changed…
For some reason we started getting a bit soppy and Lyssa told me that she wasn’t worth one second look back she was worth three. Trying to top that with sarcasm I told her I must then be worth ten look backs. Somehow, that conversation broadened to dicks and telling Lyssa that one day in the future I’m going to get my dick enlarged and widened she brought in the sincerity talk. Lyssa uttered “I’m speaking the honest truth when I tell you this, you had the most perfect dick, it was perfectly shaped and you made me hurt every time we had sex. The only drawback was that you had foreskin and I don’t think that would be as clean as a circumcised penis.” Thanking Lyssa for her compliment I changed the subject to my night out and told her of Friday night. Lyssa got upset that I was basically pub crawling, yep one pub. Lyssa started to whinge about how I never used to go out when she asked me along. The reason for that (Once again) is that I would only be friends with Lyssa and it would be a burden to hang around Lyssa (Even though she was my girlfriend) for the whole time. I would want freedom to roam around and she would want that freedom too and if I was with her I would feel intimidated by all her friends and the fact of being left alone. Lyssa had to jump off the phone soon after, she was sleepy and decided to hit the sack. That’s not what really happened though, Lyssa had a shower, done her nails and then talked to Nikita on the phone for an hour but that’s latter news.
While off the phone I played the computer and was given a call by Ralf. Being sarcastic with me he told me that he was on Tessa’s phone as they were just with her but stole it and they were headed to Wollongong to help Imad out as his car broke down. That little joke went on only for enough time until I found out it was all a lie. The truth finally came out and Shawn was driving around with Ralf and Tessa in his car. Shawn didn’t tell me then but he had Phoenix on Saturday and he was going to bring her over to my house but he thought that I would disapprove of it so he didn’t. That would have been a good move but now, after tonight and my argument I don’t think it would be.
Lyssa called me once again nearing 5:00 p.m. because she was bored and we talked for a little while. Lyssa was going out soon after in the night and I wasn’t sure if I was going out. Lyssa knew that everyone was at a 21st birthday party and I wasn’t invited because I didn’t know the guy. Regardless, Lyssa and I talked for that time and as soon as Lyssa got bored with the conversation it was time to hang up. That got to me a little and so I sustained the conversation and told Lyssa that I should be the one to be saying goodbye for a change. Then I told Lyssa not to give me a call back in twenty minutes if she was bored, if possible that was. Lyssa and I hung up together and after that I continued on my computer. For the rest of the night I played ‘Tomb Raider’ on my computer gathering that I would have a night at home but boy was I wrong.
Around 9:30 p.m. Keith gave me a call asking if I was ready to go out to the City or somewhere for the night. Gathering that this would be better than sitting home he told me he would be half an hour and that’s when I quickly started to write at furious speed in my Diary. Just before Keith arrived Shawn gave me a call to inform us that we should go over his house after everyone has come here but that was already noted in the last entry.
Sunday 8:54 p.m.
There is no end to this influx of freedom, this power to be busy every day of this month. Just when I think I can relax for one day, it doesn’t happen. This Diary entry, it’s going to be short as a result of not having enough time to write up yesterday’s efforts as well as today’s and tonight’s. Yesterday I visited Parramatta leagues club, today I was at the beach and tonight Lyssa is coming over to watch ‘Fallen’ with me. If Lyssa sleeps over which she boasts that she won’t then I won’t get a chance to write tomorrow either because I am off to the City (That’s if I have any money left from tonight) to visit some temping agencies.
You haven’t even heard the least of my two night’s Saturday night and today’s events plus tonight and I’m certain that I won’t be doing fast typing like my last entry. Rather I’m laid back knowing that Lyssa is coming over in half an hour and as I get off this computer I am going to have myself a shower, wash off that sandy smell and await Lyssa’s arrival. It’s raining right now and Lyssa is telling me she’s going to call a taxi to get home tonight, let’s just see what happens. Lyssa probably wants me to ask her to stay, that way it would be alright but I don’t want to pressure Lyssa and I certainly don’t want to do something that would be considered stupid later. Well, when next I talk I will be speaking of Saturday night when Keith came to pick me up right up until the most recent event. Just before I do leave this Diary entry let me just say, every day I go out somewhere there is always someone that I think is hot or looks at me differently as if she wants me. If I talked to every one of these people I would at least know half of them right now because I’m certain they want to know me. Sometimes the girls are so hot I can’t believe they’re even looking at me but it’s true and it’s good.
Okay time now for a shower and then talk to you later. If Lyssa stays the night I’ll talk to you sometime tomorrow, if Lyssa catches a taxi home which I am betting on then I will speak to you just after midnight. Keith called me up just as I came home from renting this movie and he wanted to know if I wanted to go out for a drive. If Lyssa goes home tonight earlier than expected then I will just give Keith a call and continue this melody of liveliness. It’s good being single I have to admit now that I have once again found myself but there are drawbacks. Then again, it’s good having a married life but there are obviously drawbacks, you can’t live a single life. Can you ever have the best of both worlds, maybe I will find out one day.
Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
