How Rebellion Leads To Personal Growth – Mad Chaos: August 1, 2001
Diary entry for August 1, 2001. New Rap Group, History Of Friendships, Keeping It Real, The Heart Of Rebellion, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Diagnosed With Mild Schizophrenia – Mad Chaos: April 30, 2003
Diary entry for April 30, 2003. See Jewell, Feeling Positive, See Psychiatrist, Replace Antidepressant Medication, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
‘You Will Always Be Mine’ Lyrics – Mad Chaos: September 22, 1997
Diary entry for September 22, 1997. New Song Lyrics, Work In Library, Catch Up With The Boys, Watch Below Utopia, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Driving Keith’s Car & New Food Log – Mad Chaos: April 5, 1996
First diary entry for April 5, 1996. Driving Keith’s Car at 2am, A Gym Session, Starting a Food Intake Log, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Perfume Smelling Causes Head Spins – Mad Chaos: February 22, 1997
First entry for February 22, 1997. Head Spins from Perfume, Selling VHS Tapes, Making Good Choices, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Being Introduced To The Melbourne Cup – Mad Chaos: November 5, 1996
When Ralf took me to the TAB to bet on the Melbourne Cup, at 17 years old I was introduced to an otherwise unknown horse racing culture in Australia.
Eating Lunch with Yanna & Harriet – Mad Chaos: March 24, 1997
Diary entry for March 24, 1997. Lunch with Yanna & Harriet, Note from Harriet, Thinking About Careers, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Valerie Cancels Date & Feeling Angry – Mad Chaos: October 16, 1996
Diary entry for October 16, 1996. Valerie Pikes On Date, Soulmate Riddle, Struggling With Anger, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Doubting My Relationship With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 31, 1997
Diary entry for July 31, 1997. Relationship Phases, What ‘The Rules’ Reveals, Look For Used Car, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Write Relationship Chronicle For CD – Mad Chaos: July 11, 1998
Diary entry for July 11, 1998. Dedications CD Story, Use Library Printers, Play Myth On PC, Lyssa Wears All Black, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Battle To Save The Memoir – Mad Chaos: July 25, 2004
Diary entry for July 25, 2004. The Depression Debt, Chat On MSN Messenger, So Close To Surrender, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Saturday, September 17, 2005
The Few Coincidental Brushes With Jewell The sudden manifestation of Jewell Pressley has opened up a trove of perspective to review real issues. I need…
Concerned That Lyssa Is Pregnant – Mad Chaos: February 18, 1998
Diary entry for February 18, 1998. Doctor’s Certificate, Pregnancy Concerns, Imad & Dina Fight, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Surprising Lyssa With A Poem For Four Months – Mad Chaos: October 21, 1997
Second diary entry for October 21, 1997. Lose Hair, Work, Laminate Poem, Surprise Lyssa With Poem, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Anticipating Lyssa’s Return Home – Mad Chaos: December 28, 1997
Diary entry for December 28, 1997. Lyssa Phones From Adelaide, Gym Session, Downplay New Job, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Struggling To Create Rap Music – Mad Chaos: September 26, 1996
Diary entry for September 26, 1996. Dina’s House With Imad, Pizza Cruise, Struggling To Create Rhymes, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Discussing Credit Card Applications – Mad Chaos: May 5, 1997
Diary entry for May 5, 1997. Attractive Girl on Train, Discussing Credit Cards, Song Lists, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Lyssa At Fisher’s Ghost Mardi Gras – Mad Chaos: November 6, 1997
Second diary entry for November Lyssa At Mardi Gras, Imad Brings Over PC Game, New Job At Mobil, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Tense Scenes Running Into Channing – Mad Chaos: December 4, 1997
Diary entry for December 4, 1997. Letter To Jewell, Hot For Lyssa, Lyssa Suddenly Upset, New Camera, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Path Into Darkness – Mad Chaos: March 3, 2003
Diary entry for March 3, 2003. How Anxiety Enveloped Me, Matryoshka Dolls Analogy, So Unhappy At Home, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Being The Stay-At-Home Boyfriend – Mad Chaos: May 2, 1998
Diary entry for May 2, 1998. Do Household Chores, Dinner With Lyssa, Cruise With Imad, Keith Cheats On Tamsen, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
High Protein & Fat, No Carb Diet – Mad Chaos: May 2, 1996
Diary entry for May 2, 1996. Rain Day, Researching High Protein High Fat Diets, My Night Routine, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
Imad Gifts a Lighter Gun – Mad Chaos: March 2, 1997
Second entry for March 2, 1997. Tatton & Tabitha’s Relationship, Lighter Gun from Imad, Group Meeting, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Organizing Parties From A Public Payphone – Mad Chaos: November 16, 1996
The group drives from Macdonald’s to Menangle, Elderslie High School has an after-party, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Largest Online Diary.
Jermaine Enters The Love Triangle – Mad Chaos: July 7, 1998
Diary entry for July 7, 1998. Ali Confronts Car Mechanic, Phone Lyssa, Discuss Relationship, Ballooning Diary, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Jewell & I Have our First Fight – Mad Chaos: March 16, 1997
First entry for March 16, 1997. Shopping in Burwood, Imad’s Eighteenth, First Fight with Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The Longest Online Diary
Chatting with Tamsen About Valerie – Mad Chaos: October 19, 1996
Second diary entry for October 19, 1996. Talking with Tamsen, Doing Work Experience, Drive to Campbelltown, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa’s Traumatic Dungeon Experience – Mad Chaos: December 2, 1997
Second diary entry for December 2, 1997. Lyssa Recounts The Dungeon Story, Asians Out To Get Me, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Planning To Carve Out A Musical Career – Mad Chaos: November 5, 1997
First diary entry for November 5, 1997. Call Record Publishers, Cranky With Lyssa, Lyssa Apologizes Musical Career, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Spending Time Alone with Jewell – Mad Chaos: February 4, 1997
Diary entry for February 4, 1997. Easy Day at Work, Looking at Apartments, Time Alone with Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Tension Between Keith and Others – Mad Chaos: May 14, 1996
Diary entry for May 14, 1996. Keith Causes Group Tension, Janice Confronts Rory, Healthy Lifestyle Declining and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
Going To Cop Shop To Get Case Thrown – Mad Chaos: December 1, 1996
Diary entry for December 1, 1996. Month’s Accomplishments, Top Shot Snooker Club, Getting Case Thrown, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Getting Bombarded with Bills – Mad Chaos: March 18, 1997
Diary entry for March 18, 1997. More Poetry Writing, My Secret Admirer, Bombarded by Bills, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
A Shadow Over Our Love – Mad Chaos: May 31, 1998
Third diary entry for May 31, 1998. Oral Sex Dilemma, Lysas’s Reluctant Offer, Too Broke, Lyssa Tired Of Work, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Kathryn Breaks My Heart – Mad Chaos: January 18, 1997
Diary entry for January 18, 1997. Broken Heart, Pizza Hut Runs, Visit Phoenix In Camden, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Group Movie Night With Lyssa & The Boys – Mad Chaos: September 6, 1997
Diary entry for September 6, 1997. Macarthur Square With Lyssa, Home Movies, Sexual Intercourse, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Disciplined Month Of Socials – Mad Chaos: October 19, 2003
Diary entry for October 19, 2003. The Shadow Of The Writer, Visit Imad, Hang Out With Tatton & Shawn, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Crumb Slaps Lyssa At Chevy’s – Mad Chaos: July 25, 1998
Second diary entry for July 25, 1998. Jett Picks Up Wallet, Lyssa’s Weekend, Childish Jermaine, Braxton Asks Lyssa Out, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
First Actual Diary Entry – Mad Chaos: March 9, 1996
My first proper entry into this new online diary! Recording my Heart Rate, Solarium Tans, Improving Muscle Mass, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos.
Simon Interrupts my Chat with Jewell – Mad Chaos: February 19, 1997
Diary entry for February 19, 1997. Chat with Jewell on Lunchbreak, Simon Interrupts Talk with Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Music Edits At The Fusion Factory – Mad Chaos: July 8, 1998
First diary entry for July 8, 1998. Bathroom Tiles Repaired, Purchase FHM Magazine, Ghost Town After Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Getting Serious with Tarina – Mad Chaos: June 23, 1996
Diary entry for June 23, 1996. Boys Chasing Janice, Tarina Sleeping On My Shoulder, Talk with Brother, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Sama Asks for my Number – Mad Chaos: April 5, 1997
Diary entry for April 5, 1997. Working on Sound System Project, Sama Gets my Number, Night Out, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The Longest Online Diary
Walking Off On Lyssa At The Party – Mad Chaos: October 5, 1997
Diary entry for October 5, 1997. My Feelings, Bielka’s House Party, Tension Between Lyssa, Walking Away, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Frank Hou Offers Me a New Job – Mad Chaos: January 21, 1997
Diary entry for January 21, 1997. Phone Call From Auntie Mira, Job Interview with Frank Hou, New Job, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Being Invited To Holly’s House Party – Mad Chaos: November 23, 1997
Diary entry for November 23, 1997. Home Alone, Phoenix Groped, Jealous Of Imad, Ali’s Muffler Falls Off, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Penning A Letter To Lyssa – Mad Chaos: May 22, 2004
Diary entry for May 22, 2004. Letter To Lyssa, Print Mad Chaos Book, Guarana Drink Diet, Ten Resolutions, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Customizing Speaker Boxes – Mad Chaos: February 6, 1997
Diary entry for February 6, 1997. Using Fast Work Modem, Looking at Phone Plans, Custom Speaker Box, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Planning A Weekend Around Lyssa – Mad Chaos: June 25, 1997
Diary entry for June 25, 1997. Mimi MacPherson Porn Video, Snuff Photos, Dating Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
Learning To Stand On My Own Two Feet – Mad Chaos: June 24, 2001
Diary entry for June 24, 2001. Purchasing A Toyota Corona, Visit Imad In Kentlyn, Diagnose My Coughing, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Planning a Fishing Trip – Mad Chaos: July 16, 1996
Diary entry for July 16, 1996. Brodie Comes Over, Arranging a Fishing Trip with Keith, Diet Plan, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Willie And I Jump Kauri At Level 18 – Mad Chaos: October 26, 1996
First diary entry for October 26, 1996. Hanging Out With Bane, Seeing Valerie, Willie and I Jump Kauri, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Hacking the Movie Marquee – Mad Chaos: March 31, 1997
Diary entry for March 31, 1997. Reflecting on the Month, Movie Marathon, Hacking The Movie Marquee, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Learning That Ali Cheated On Penelope – Mad Chaos: October 12, 1997
Diary entry for October 12, 1997. Order An IBM Computer, Sun Baking, Condom Sex, Disbelief With Ali, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Sydney New Year’s Eve With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: January 2, 1998
Diary entry for January 2, 1998. Fireworks At Circular Quay, Movies With Lyssa, Torrid On The Waterbed, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Stressful Performance Review At Work – Mad Chaos: November 18, 1997
Diary entry for November 18, 1997. Nathan Reviews My Performance, Consider Part-Time Work, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Concern That Lyssa Is Pregnant – Mad Chaos: May 13, 1998
Diary entry for May 13, 1998. Phone Jewell, Lyssa’s Late Period, Read Diary To Jewell, Living A Fantasy Life, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Loses Her Virginity To Me – Mad Chaos: September 21, 1997
Diary entry for September 21, 1997. Camden Church, Three-Month Anniversary, Lyssa’s Virginity, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Red Polo Neck Sweater Girl – Mad Chaos: November 10, 1999
Second Diary entry for November 10, 1999. Breaking The Ice, A Crowded Mind Of What Ifs, Catch Alec’s Bus Home, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Spending Quality Time With Kathryn – Mad Chaos: December 27, 1996
Diary entry for December 27, 1996. Gyms and Shops Closed, Quality Time with Kathryn, Cops At Ralf’s, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Kofi Shares Good News About Jewell – Mad Chaos: May 8, 1997
Second diary entry for May 8, 1997. Penning a Poem, Kofi Shares News About Jewell, Mutual Feelings, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Dragged To The Local Pub – Mad Chaos: January 25, 1998
Diary entry for January 25, 1998. Lyssa Drags Me To Pub, Swim On An Unbelievably Hot Day, Night Out, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Watching a Massive Fight at Macarthur Square – Mad Chaos: January 25, 1997
Diary entry for January 25, 1997. Huge Macarthur Square Fight, Meeting Tiffany, Getting Her Number, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Making Use Of Library Computers – Mad Chaos: June 5, 1998
First diary entry for June 5, 1998. Looking For An Available Piano, Visit Library, Use Computers & Internet, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
House Party With St Patrick’s College Girls – Mad Chaos: July 10, 1997
Diary entry for July 10, 1997. Lyssa’s Childhood Photos, St Patrick’s Party, Discuss Ali With Penelope, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Planning a House Party – Mad Chaos: March 9, 1997
First entry for March 9, 1997. Back Into Rap Music, Prank Calling my Girlfriend, House Party Plans, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Talk Of A Break After Fight With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: November 15, 1997
Diary entry for November 15, 1997. Lonestar Dinner, Cold Treatment, Bump Into Zola, Discuss Problems, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
My Plan to Make Money by Committing Fraud – Mad Chaos: June 4, 1997
Diary entry for June 4, 1997. My Plan to Commit Fraud, Desire to Make Money, Phone Chat with Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
中澳文化差异：中西方社会的街头抗议
扰乱中国社会的稳定性 今天，我在中国发现一个有趣的社会现象。
Emma Flirting Again & Egging Houses – Mad Chaos: April 24, 1996
Diary entry for April 24, 1996. Emma Starts Flirting Again, Egging Houses, Keith and Carey Make Out, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
Installing My New Waterbed – Mad Chaos: September 21, 1996
Diary entry for September 21, 1996. Level 18 Nightclub, Installing New Waterbed, Selling Stuff, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Mix Music At Fusion Factory – Mad Chaos: July 9, 1998
Diary entry for July 9, 1998. Humor With Lyssa, Trip To Fusion Factory, Help Tatton Get Paid, Phone Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Too Depressed for Job Interview – Mad Chaos: July 13, 1996
First diary entry for July 13, 1996. Struggling with Depression, Domestic Arguments with Mum & Brother, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Sherry Calls & Confronting Rory – Mad Chaos: October 7, 1996
Diary entry for October 7, 1996. Big Group Hip Hop Session, Call From Sherry, Confronting Rory, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Valerie Cuts My Long Hair To My Shoulders – Mad Chaos: November 4, 1996
I told Keith to go bonk Tamsen. He ended up fingering her. We visited Valerie so that she could shave my hair. I rolled my cut hair into a hankie.
Feeling Guilty After The Break Up – Mad Chaos: July 6, 1998
Third diary entry for July 6, 1998. Jewell’s Trip To Queensland, A Flawed Fantasy, No Turning Back Now, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A Cursed Forsaken Fantasy – Mad Chaos: September 18, 1998
Fourth diary entry for September 18, 1998. Mariah Carey, Boredom, CD Deadline, Getting Back With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lost In The Moment: Creating a Dynamic Dance Track with AI Tools
Dive into my production process for “Lost In The Moment,” a thumping dance track crafted with Suno 4.5 and enhanced with powerful bass. This detailed breakdown covers everything from initial concept and Claude AI prompt engineering to audio mastering and YouTube publishing on my newly monetized chan
Beautiful Darkness: Crafting a Gothic-Dance Fusion Track with AI
Step inside my creative process for “Beautiful Darkness,” an experimental gothic-dance crossover showcasing Suno 4.5’s genre fusion capabilities. From prompt engineering with Claude to BandLab audio mastering and creating sepia-toned visuals, this article details how I merged gothic atmosphere with
The 90 Percent Spotter Routine – Mad Chaos: December 6, 1996
Diary entry for December 6, 1996. Listening To Music, 90% Spotter Routine, Cleaning The Bedroom Carpet, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
An Introduction to the Diary – Mad Chaos: March 9, 1996
My first entry into Mad Chaos – an online diary of my life. Kathryn Carter, Valentines Day, Birth Funds, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos.
Princess Diana Dies In A Car Crash – Mad Chaos: September 1, 1997
Diary entry for September 1, 1997. Princess Diana Dies, Work, Talk With Lyssa, Regrets Over Efforts, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Creating Lyrics To New Song ‘Visions’ – Mad Chaos: September 26, 1997
Diary entry for September 26, 1997. Idea To Rent Computer, Music Production Career, Moody Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Getting Together With Valerie – Mad Chaos: October 15, 1996
First diary entry for October 15, 1996. Cindy Asks For My Number, Sleeping With Valerie, Valerie’s Ex, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Send Jewell A Birthday Card – Mad Chaos: March 31, 1998
Diary entry for March 31, 1998. Rock Bottom, Jewell’s Birthday Poem, Devon In Sydney, Nikita On Train Gym Session, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Discovering The Microsoft Word Thesaurus – Mad Chaos: June 5, 1998
Second diary entry for June 5, 1998. Drum Media Inquiries Dry Up, Planning The Weekend, Discovering The Thesaurus, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Johnnie’s Observation About Jewell – Mad Chaos: December 25, 1997
Diary entry for December 25, 1997. Lyssa In Adelaide, Penelope On Heat, Cruise With Ali, Dreaming, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Caught Up In A Love Triangle – Mad Chaos: May 28, 1998
Second diary entry for May 28, 1998. Ali Damages Celica, Late Call To Lyssa, Jewell Likes Someone Else, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Playing Pinball Fantasies With Brother – Mad Chaos: July 29, 1996
Diary entry for July 29, 1996. A Chat With Keith, Bodishop Gym, Pinball Fantasies, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The World’s Longest Online Diary
Making Progress On The Amiga Dos Project – Mad Chaos: September 5, 1997
Diary entry for September 5, 1997. Amiga 500 Dos To MS Dos, Loaning Joystick, Sleepover With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Becoming Friends with Mina – Mad Chaos: January 15, 1997
Diary entry for January 15, 1997. Getting to Know Mina, Chasing Girls with Clayton, Mina Likes Me, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
License To Be Thugs At Ralf’s House Party – Mad Chaos: August 4, 1997
Diary entry for August 4, 1997. Ralf’s House Party, Destroy VW Buggy, Hot & Sweaty With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Producing Instrumental In Nu Town Studios – Mad Chaos: May 12, 1998
Third diary entry for May 12, 1998. Read Ralph Magazine On Train, Nu Town Studios, Lonestar Dinner With Lyssa, Snuggles, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Revisit Our History With Jewell – Mad Chaos: May 21, 1998
Second diary entry for May 21, 1998. 21, Rummaging Through The Diary, The Days Leading Up To Breakup, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Hudson Gets Rolled & Road Racing – Mad Chaos: March 30, 1997
Diary entry for March 30, 1997. Hudson Gets Rolled, Road Racing, Stealing Newspapers & Bin Runs, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – The Longest Online Diary
Natasha Making Moves – Mad Chaos: May 18, 1996
Diary entry for May 18, 1996. Party at Centenary Lookout, Natasha Makes Moves, Rory and Keith Make Up, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary.
The Writer Is Burnt Out – Mad Chaos: February 20, 2001
Diary entry for February 20, 2001. Burnout, Finding Root Causes, Hope For Resolve, Scarlett The Death Knell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Good Phone Chat With Tabitha – Mad Chaos: December 29, 1996
Diary entry for December 29, 1996. House Party at William’s, Looking at Chevys, Phone Call with Tabitha, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Final Day Working For Konquer Insurance – Mad Chaos: July 25, 1997
Diary entry for July 25, 1997. Final Work Day At Konquer Insurance, Back On Social Security, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Random Musings Of The Recluse – Mad Chaos: August 5, 2001
Diary entry for August 5, 2001. Gravity In Sports, Individual Freedom, Right State Of Mind, Happiness, God’s Boundary, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Long Phone Call with Madlyn – Mad Chaos: July 3, 1996
Second diary entry for July 3, 1996. Signs of Good Luck, Phone Chat with Madlyn, Gym Routine, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Final CD Cover Folder Designs – Mad Chaos: July 3, 1998
Diary entry for July 3, 1998. Hand In Form, Phone Lyssa, CD Cover Folder & Inlay Proportions, Sports Illustrated, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Steamy Night With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: November 12, 1997
Diary entry for November 12, 1997. Craving Lyssa, Full Throttle PC Game, Demo Tape Vocalists, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Clarifying My Feelings For Jewell – Mad Chaos: April 30, 1997
Diary entry for April 30, 1997. Resignation Wish List, Clarifying Thoughts on Jewell, Little Red Book, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Toll Of Work With HIH Insurance And Backlog On The Diary
Second diary entry for May 19, 1999, Bình’s Bakery Shop, Philosophy, Keith Secures Job, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Having A Go At Mum At Shops – Mad Chaos: June 20, 1996
First diary entry for June 20, 1996. Bike Ride to Liverpool, Seeing Mum at the Shops, Back to the Gym, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Our Rap Group Without A Name – Mad Chaos: August 31, 1996
Diary entry for August 31, 1996. Frustrated with Sherry, Writing Rap Lyrics, Hip Hop Group Problems and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Retail Shopping For Lyssa – Mad Chaos: May 28, 1998
First diary entry for May 28, 1998. Job Search, Purchase CDs, Wait An Eternity For Lyssa, Lonestar Dinner, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Mum Runs Away From Mental Hospital – Mad Chaos: April 21, 1997
Diary entry for April 21, 1997. Miroslav and Sama, Cold Calling Businesses, Mum Escapes Mental Clinic, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Raby Lookout Fun With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: July 12, 1997
Diary entry for July 12, 1997. Meet At Pizza Hut, Snapping Photos, MacDonald’s, Snuggle With Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
What My Tarot Cards Revealed – Mad Chaos: January 13, 2003
Diary entry for January 13, 2003. Reading My Tarot Cards, The Imposition Of Limitations, Work For The Dole, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
House Party & Haunted Camelot – Mad Chaos: March 29, 1997
Diary entry for March 29, 1997. Flirting With Harriet, Party At St Helen’s Park, Spooky Camelot, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Getting Deeper With Jewell – Mad Chaos: March 11, 1998
Diary entry for March 11, 1998. Jewell Asks Hypothetical, Art Project, Lyssa In Sydney, Lonestar Dinner, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Caught In A Deadly Love Triangle – Mad Chaos: June 9, 1998
Third diary entry for June 9, 1998. Discuss Our Relationship In Decline, Is Jewell Worth Losing Lyssa For, Lyssa In Tears, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Taking Baby Steps With Anxiety – Mad Chaos: April 8, 2003
Diary entry for April 8, 2003. Battle With Depression, Baby Steps With Anxiety, Social Practice, Sexually Frustrated, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Rape in Mawson Park – Mad Chaos: March 2, 1997
First diary entry for March 2, 1997. A Day of Fulfillment, Missing Jewell, Mawson Park Rapist, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Will I Write The Diary Until I Die – June 17, 1997
First diary entry for June 17, 1997. Hard Work Day, Ringing Velda, Min-Su Calls, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
A Few Sensual, Horny Days – Mad Chaos: July 5, 1998
Third diary entry for July 5, 1998. Sensual Morning With Lyssa, Prepare For Ali, Lyssa Begrudgingly Offers Oral, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Sunday, March 19, 2006
Stroll Around The Block In hours earlier, I walked around the block pallid and perverse. I avoided the public to remain a paranoid freak. I…
Cruising To Sydney With Pyromaniacs – Mad Chaos: June 29, 1997
Diary entry for June 29, 1997. Prank Lyssa, Cruise To Sydney, Pyromaniac Photo Session, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Test Drive A Mazda With Ali – Mad Chaos: August 8, 1997
Diary entry for August 8, 1997. Test Drive Mazda, Interview With Adecco Centacom, Drunk Neighbor, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Write ‘Rush The Whole Night’ Lyrics – Mad Chaos: May 26, 1998
Diary entry for May 26, 1998. Record Instrumental, Lyssa Suspicious At My Finances, Record A New Beat, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Brings Up Jewell In Conversation – October 26, 1997
Second diary entry for October 26, 1997. Ali Blows Up His Engine, Mysterious Tensions With Lyssa, Thinking Of Jewell, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Planning a Future with Tarina – Mad Chaos: June 22, 1996
First diary entry for June 22, 1996. Spending Time with Tarina, A Future with Tarina, A Bike Ride, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Linda Shows Off In A Skimpy Bikini – Mad Chaos: November 14, 1996
Linda stripped down to a bikini and showed off in front of me. I can’t touch because Brock likes her. A gridiron training session followed.
Valentine’s Day Weekend With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: February 17, 1998
Diary entry for February 17, 1998. Hymans Interview, Frisky Hotel Fun, Lyssa’s First Day At College, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
New Clerk Role With Martinson Engineering – Mad Chaos: August 20, 1997
Diary entry for August 20, 1997. Job Interview, Rice Bubble Treats For Lyssa’s Birthday, Weekend Plans, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Ingleburn RSL Dance Club – Mad Chaos: July 9, 1996
First diary entry for July 9, 1996. Gym, Dancing with Girls at Ingleburn RSL, Kissing Sherry, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
The Cold War With Ali Ends – Mad Chaos: February 19, 1998
Second diary entry for February 19, 1998. Lunch With Lyssa, Job Search, Speak To Ali Again, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Write ‘Stairway To Heaven’ Lyrics – October 30, 1997
Diary entry for October 30, 1997. Work, Write New Song, Fantasize About Sex, Crave To See Lyssa, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Create New Lyrics On The Fly – Mad Chaos: July 2, 1998
Second diary entry for July 2, 1998. Find Songs For Dedications CD, Girl With Perfectly-Shaped Legs, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
The Financial Burden On My Freedom – Mad Chaos: July 4, 1997
Diary entry for July 4, 1997. Credit Card Increase Rejected, Ali Slanders Me, Financial Pinch, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
A New Era Of The Hare – Mad Chaos: July 16, 2004
Diary entry for July 16, 2004. A Marathon Writing Session, Tightening The Belt, Transition From Rabbit To Hare, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Sorting Out Relationship Issues With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: August 14, 1997
Diary entry for August 14, 1997. Write Poem, Lyssa Ignores Me, Discuss Problems, Hanging Out, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Mad Chaos: Thursday, December 5, 1996
First entry for December 5, 1996. Work Experience At CES, Career Day With Keith, Gridiron Training, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Sling Shots With Tatton At Hanging Snails – Mad Chaos: October 27, 1996
Diary entry for October 27, 1996. Sling Shots At Hanging Snails, Tatton Coming Over, Off To Work, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Sleeps Over After A Long Talk – Mad Chaos: August 30, 1997
Diary entry for August 30, 1997. Being Snobbed, Lyssa Sleeps Over, Mucking Around In Bed, Using Internet, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
An Intense Chest Workout – Mad Chaos: March 13, 1996
Second diary entry for March 13, 1996. Meal Plans, An Intense Workout, Drinking Water, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary.
Getting Compliments About My Body – Mad Chaos: May 23, 1996
Diary entry for May 23, 1996. Back to Weightlifting, Drive to Campbelltown, Girls Say I’m Hot, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Diary Of A Mad Chaos: Tuesday, July 10, 2018
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Two Hour Phone Call with Jewell – Mad Chaos: February 3, 1997
Second diary entry for February 3, 1997. 2-Hour Call with Jewell, Confident About Jewell, Phone Games, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Makes Uncharacteristic City Plans – Mad Chaos: November 14, 1997
Diary entry for November 14, 1997. Year In Reflection, Lyssa Makes Unusual Plans, Breakup Scenarios, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Taking Home Movies & Changing My Ways – Mad Chaos: May 24, 1997
Diary entry for May 24, 1997. Video Camera Capers, Problems with Obsession, Changing my Ways, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – World’s Longest Online Diary
Lyssa Begs To Get Back Together – Mad Chaos: July 6, 1998
First diary entry for July 6, 1998. Calm With Tennis, Lyssa Phones Up In Tears, Love Will Always Live On, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Celebrating 100 Days Being With Lyssa – Mad Chaos: September 30, 1997
First diary entry for September 30, 1997. Rent A Computer, Go Off With Lyssa, Contemplate Resigning Work, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Dreams Of An Inundated Writer – Mad Chaos: September 20, 2004
Diary entry for September 20, 2004. Rewards Scheme, A Sense Of Calm, Psychological Effect Of My Anxiety, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Having a Deep Conversation with Jewell – Mad Chaos: February 17, 1997
Entry for February 17, 1997. Stressed and Tired at Work, Deep Conversation with Jewell, Stealing Mags, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Frank Lies To The Bank For Me – Mad Chaos: April 23, 1997
Diary entry for April 23, 1997. Frank Lies to Bank for me, Files for Resume Portfolio, Planning Spending, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Rory Gets Graffiti Death Threats – Mad Chaos: December 20, 1996
Diary entry for December 20, 1996. Rory Getting Graffiti Death Threats, Ruckus Run, Visiting Chevys, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary
Marijuana, A Self-Destructive Catharsis – Mad Chaos: January 31, 2001
Diary entry for January 31, 2001. Smoke Marijuana, A Long Literary Drought, Five Days Of Backlog To Write, and more. Diary of a Mad Chaos – Longest Online Diary