Blaming the Biorhythm Cycles (Part 1) – Mad Chaos: November 27, 1998

Smooth Legs, Rough Month

Waxing is my newfound companion and for me to look upon my legs after two or three nights now following the first moment I placed a wax strip on my leg, the hair is still obsolete. My legs feel smooth and if it wasn’t for the fact that it was so much pain as well as the moisturizer I use to stop me from itching this technique would have been very favored.

Nevertheless, I am going to continue waxing my legs. I suppose the pain will diminish after a while and I can get used to scratching my legs. Like I always say to myself and hope, my body will be pimple and zit free by the end of this year, my hope.

Biorhythm Cycles must have something to do with the fact that my last three consecutive months have started and ended in the same manner. Starting the month with great vibes and renewed faith around the last week before an ended month while all in the middle seems downhill. The last day or two at the end of the month things once again start to pick up and before you know it everything is back to full bloom at the start of the new month.

These few days leading to the new month have begun a turnaround and that began with the reintroduction of going out every night. Last night we went out and we also went out tonight to ‘Subway’ but on top of that the most important pick up of the month’s ending is the fact that Lyssa gave me a call today and we sorted things out.

Counting Cycles Wrong

God I can be so stupid sometimes. Back in the days when I tried to get technical with my workouts I tried to introduce biorhythm cycles and had brought them into my workout regime but because of my stupidity in calculation that I have recognized now my cycles were out by 18 days. This was due to the fact that I measured every day in 1979 (The year I was born) when I should have deleted 18 days due to the fact I was born on January 18th.

Basically none of my cycles meant shit back then and that would explain some of the times that my anticipation of these days was fucked up and because I was doing everything for my body on the wrong days is probably the reason why I had so much extended over-training days off.

For some facts to boot, I have been alive now for 6870 days and if I’m not wrong the next bit of information should be rightfully revealing. There are three aspects to my Biorhythm Cycles, which are the physical (23 days), emotional (28 days) and mental (33 days) sides. As I have noted before they are split up into positive and negative days right down the middle so below I have drawn a diagram…

The Cycle Chart

Physical 23 DAY CYCLE 16th DAY -4½

Emotional 28 DAY CYCLE 10th DAY +10

Mental 33 DAY CYCLE 6th DAY +6

This negates any problems I would have had before and brings to attention how I should be feeling now despite what has been happening around me. The fact that my friends haven’t been coming over lately and my having had a fight with Lyssa a few days ago doesn’t completely have to do with me.

Therefor my cycles have nothing to do over the actions of other people but they will affect to a certain degree how I react emotionally to a situation and how I would mentally treat that situation. On the other hand, if I got into a fight with someone then a negative day physically like today wouldn’t be that great of an option as my body won’t be up to scratch, same with bodybuilding.

Reading the Cycles Ahead

Nevertheless, I had myself a good workout at the Gym for Thursday but even though I was lifting heavier weight and it was done in a quicker time I felt as if I was using bad form, the larger weight wasn’t doing anything for me and I also felt like the last couple of workouts have been leading to over-training.

The way my cycles are reading, my body won’t be up to scratch until a couple of days into December. Emotionally I will be able to sort out my problems without breakdowns until the end of this month then I should watch out for any confrontations. Mentally I have been stable for the past six days which makes understanding of how I’ve come up with my latest theories on bodybuilding law and all the other shit I’ve philosophized about.

This mental awareness should be around for at least a week into the new month and from there. Around the middle of the month is when I will be in three negative factors for all cycles, a time to watch what I say, do and think. For Christmas or new years eve I’m not sure how my biorhythm cycles will be but I can be sure that they will be just coming off negative factors.

Working Out Lyssa's Cycles

Later on tonight I’m going to work out Lyssa’s Biorhythm Cycles, if I have time. August 20th 1979 shouldn’t be that hard to work out considering it’s only a couple of months later from my birthday. While I am here why don’t I just work it out because I just have and if you flip the page you will probably be astounded at what you may find…

Physical 23 DAY CYCLE 9th DAY +9

Emotional 28 DAY CYCLE 20th DAY -6

Mental 33 DAY CYCLE 23rd DAY -6½

If these dates are indeed correct (And I hope so for my sake of being right about this point of argument) then there is a resemblance to Lyssa’s attitude over the past couple of days. Dating back to Sunday morning when Lyssa and I had an argument and she took everything I said the wrong way you will see that this was near the beginning of Lyssa’s turn into negative cycles for her emotional and mental side. Me thinks that it was also a couple of days after her period so top that altogether plus the stress she endured during Sunday morning, you will see our differences.

Rewinding to Sunday

Date back my Biorhythm Cycle to that of Sunday and you will also notice that all my cycles were in blue and on positive. Mentally I was more able to defend myself properly in an argument and this is why I played all those mind games with Lyssa.

Emotionally for the next couple of days after Lyssa and I broke off our ties I was very much intact and thinking positively and now, Lyssa’s weak emotions have brought her most probably to give me a call rather than hold that grudge for longer. Myself, my focused mind and emotions sought to give Lyssa a call on Sunday if she hadn’t done so but now that we’ve spoken shit for the last three pages let us focus on the night at hand as it has happened.

Nothing much has been spoken of the Phoenix and Simon rape accusation. Rather, I predict that people angry with the situation and people involved in the situation will let it cool off and do nothing about it, say nothing about it and hope that it goes away. As for Tatton and Shawn being friendly with Simon again I’m not sure if that’s going to happen in a hurry but I know that it will happen.