Forgetting Another Anniversary
Every time we get within a few days from a supposed anniversary with Lyssa and I the thought is within my mind but as soon as we are a day or two away I seem to forget easily. What’s wrong with me and short time thought. Maybe it’s the vigorous acts of this weekend, the surprises that I didn’t expect and the frequencies I normally get which I didn’t.
To say the least, nothing really went to plan this weekend and that includes my memory which now I once again realize that once I wake up today it should have been my one year and six months with Lyssa. There was Jett coming over unexpectedly as no one gave me a call on Friday for Noah’s birthday. That angered me as I was speaking to them about Friday the day before but luckily Jett kept me company at my house.
A Weekend Off Script
More unexpected events were things like the call from Lyssa at 1:00 a.m. on our Friday night asking if she could catch a taxi to my house from Five Dock. More curiously nothing happened sexually between Lyssa and I but that also came as a good suspenseful resolution. Lyssa left for home Saturday afternoon coming back that night and once again no one called me for the night.
Save for Jett who came over and kept us company for half an hour or so before leaving on his way. Lyssa did curl her hair although it wasn’t noticeable but as usual she had some pains or aches but they did not prevent us from much rather than going for our jog.
Tired Eyes And Honest Thoughts
It has been a trying couple of days and my eyes grow tired even in these hours of the morning because I didn’t get ample amounts of sleep on either Friday or Saturday night and it looks as if I’m going to be up for a couple of hours more. That won’t be just because of my Diary entry but I’ve got a new game that I’m playing at the moment unzipped from a CD, you know the deal. Tomorrow I even have to start my caloric diet and the two days leading to that have been great to me food-wise.
Lyssa seemed to favor Chinese Food with Fried Rice for both days and today (Which would have been Saturday) we bought some groceries that would help me with my Gym tomorrow. My Creatine is almost up but tomorrow I will have the chance to buy my extra supplement and fingers crossed that my money doesn’t get fucked up. Here tonight I sit a half satisfied man and I am thinking more clearly and differently after my bout with lustful love.
People say that the most honest seconds of your life are just after you’ve had sex and let off your load and I think that showed with my thoughts after sex. The lead up to it was long, extensive and battling to say the least and after it I felt a sense of pride and triumph but that battle scene is all to vivid to me and after I thought to myself “Why did we have to go through such an ordeal to reach this.” There are plenty more thoughts within my mind about these last couple of nights but off we be now to the greater efforts of chronology.
Jett Arrives With Supplies
Friday night after my Diary entry began shortly after. Jett arrived at my house and as he did come over he brought with him a movie, some Macdonald’s for the both of us and the Play Station. Jett was eager to watch the movie first being ‘The Substitute 2’ and I gathered this was his plan as we wouldn’t get off the Play Station if we played it first. So there we sat eating our food and then watching the movie which was lower budget but it was pretty good.
When the movie was over and the time reached 10:30 p.m. we turned on the Play Station and our first game was ‘Worms’ as we both had a victory to claim. As Jett and I played our game I learnt with the greatest of ease once again how to play the game and luckily I beat him most of our games, probably 5-1 my way.
A Phone Call From The Club
During our bout on ‘Worms’ Jett received a mobile phone call, he knew by caller ID that it was Min-Su. Sighing as he answered the phone I gathered he didn’t want to be bothered but as they got talking and Jett kept playing his game I realized that she was at the Catholic Club. From what I could hear in the conversation (As the Mobile Phone was pretty loud) Min-Su was in the Catholic Club with everyone in the group celebrating Noah’s arrival from the navy’s ship.
That angered me somewhat as nobody bothered to invite me out but I thought that would have been because they figured I would be with Lyssa. Min-Su wanted Jett to meet her at the Catholic Club as she was leaving at 11:30 p.m. but Jett didn’t want to travel down there for half an hour to meet up with her. Jett got annoyed with her but he probably done that because I was around and as she kept talking he whispered to me “Do you believe this shit man” and hung up the phone on her.
Jett Asks About Lyssa
That I thought was a bit of a rude thing to do and I wouldn’t do that to Lyssa, rather, I would abruptly tell her see you later and then hang up if I was in that situation. As Jett and I kept playing our game he asked me if Lyssa and I were back together yet and I gathered he asked as he had seen us together the week before. “No” I said to Jett as I held onto that word on my tongue.
“Last week Lyssa just came over because we hadn’t seen each other for a while” I explained and with that I sarcastically asked “Did you see any of her clothes off.” As he smirked and said no I explained that she wasn’t over my house to have sex and that particular night nothing happened so I wasn’t lying. Then I told Jett about how we were speaking sarcastically about sex when he knocked on the window and straightened him out in what we were speaking about so jokingly.
His Girlfriend Wants Him
A couple of minutes after Jett hung up the phone on Min-Su he worryingly told me that he had to give Min-Su a call back to meet with her. As he gave her a call back they talked for a minute or two and once plans were worked out and Jett hung up the phone he informed me that Min-Su would give him a call when she wanted him to drive down.
Jett had his motorbike and he was going to leave his Play Station here while he darted down for half an hour and then back to my house. Because it was his girlfriend who was seeking him I had no problems about him leaving to meet with her, you do what you have to do.
Lyssa Rings From Five Dock
Min-Su didn’t end up calling Jett in the night but half an hour later and nearing midnight I received a call from the unexpected Lyssa. Lyssa was still celebrating at a Restaurant Club in Five Dock with her work colleagues for work’s Christmas party. Because of this Lyssa didn’t end up going with Kiley to Jackson’s on George because Kiley was heading with her boyfriend. Lyssa wanted to know if she could come over in around two hours time when she catches a taxi home charged to her work.
With Jett playing the game but listening to my side of the conversation I knew that Jett would find out that I was bending the truth beforehand. With nothing much else that I could do I invited Lyssa over to my house knowing that she would be there for another hour and then it would take her an hour to drive back to my house with a taxi. Lyssa informed me that she was Santa’s little helper at the Christmas party as she gave around red stocking full of candy and little gifts. Everyone from her work was dancing at this oriental place but more of that was told to me when Lyssa made her way to my house.
Jett wasn’t receiving a call from Min-Su and he wasn’t phased as he figured that she didn’t call back so she could respect his being over my house and having fun with his friends.
Beating Jett At Gridiron
Playing Gridiron after my telephone call we only had one game but finally I beat his ass and I think once again as the score was something like 38-9. Jett was almost in tears after I kept scoring all these points but as our game finished and it neared 1:30 a.m. Jett had to get home to get himself some sleep. So out to the front we trekked and saying goodbye to him I told him I would give him a call soon, maybe for Saturday.

Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
