Nicknames For The Boys
We also recited the nick names we made for Simon, Keith and Ralf. Simon is known as Bucklahubibi, Ralf is known as Coco (Short for Coconut) and Keith is known as Bog, Tobogin and my favorite from Play School Bogolofogus. Shawn and Tatton also hacked on Ralf and his necessity to show off when he plays his Guitar.
Last time they both went over Ralf picked up his Bass Guitar and said “Listen, what’s this tune off, it’s famous” and as he played some dumb flat tune he noted that it was the running music for the ‘Mario Brothers’ game. They hack on him because he always says he’s learnt how to play a song just by listening to it and from my experience also he mucks it up somehow making it sound dull or just plain shit. Nothing against you Coco, you play a good tune on the Guitar but only tunes you have learnt.
Gossip About Phoenix
The time kept ticking at my house and as I lay on the waterbed and Shawn and Tatton were flicking cards at each other we were trying to contemplate what to do. Shawn and Tatton wanted to head out for a walk in the night and Shawn pranked Phoenix once but I’m glad my number is private so she couldn’t call me back, that was his aim. The big ‘Rape’ accusation is quietening down, no one is accusing anyone and personally I know that Phoenix is just stirring up trouble once again.
Sure Simon probably tried to get onto her but heaps of people in our group and out of it have tried exactly the same thing and probably worse. The most Simon done was touch her titties which he has told us but judging from what Ace has done when he threw her into the mud in the sticks and fucked her so hard she hurt for a day and then hassled her for one hour in the back of Keith’s car until she gave in to sexual urges, that’s worse.
Cold Night Departures
Shawn and Tatton left for home around 1:30 a.m. and walking to the front door to open it for them I noticed it was a fair bit cold. Shawn and Tatton were both wearing shorts and Hawaii shirts so they were in for a spot of trouble. Tatton didn’t bring his car because it has been playing up for the last couple of days. Knowing that he’s bought a dud and he was also ripped off in purchasing his car he tried to be proud of his car.
Once Shawn and Tatton left I was stuck with the option of starting in my Diary or playing the computer. Tonight I told myself that I want to get to bed earlier than my usual 6:00 a.m. so I thought to write in my Diary first so it wouldn’t drag too late in the night. Games on the computer I still might play but that’s only so my eyes can start to get tired, nothing more.
Plans For The Beach
Tomorrow I hope to head out to Campbelltown or at least Bradbury if I wake up early enough but I have doubts to whether I will travel anywhere. This month I will definitely pick up my habits and travel to the beach much more in the daytime, be it with people or alone.
At the beach I will of course want to meet people and as I noted nearing the end of last month I will a couple of new girls by the end of this summer, at least two new faces to call by name. Now I will probably get to measuring my body to see how big it is in comparison to a couple of years ago, I’ll probably be surprised that it’s either smaller in proportion or around the same size.
Still I weigh 79 Kilo’s how it has been for the last week or two but I’m just hoping that my fat levels are falling as evenly as my muscle levels are advancing and that’s causing me to stay literally around the same weight. Before I head off I’ll just note that there’s been a heap of good movies that have come out in spring and more great movies that are continuing through summer.
There was of course 'Blade’, ‘Can’t hardly wait’, ‘The Wedding Singer’, ‘I Still Know What You Did Last Summer’, ‘Saving Private Ryan’, ‘Antz’, ‘A Bugs Life’ and movies like ‘The Water Boy’ and ‘Star Wars Episode One’ that are coming out in the near future. Not to mention, there’s heaps of money being made in the box office so I’ll just have to end by noting that movies have become increasingly realistic and directors have become more impressive with their master story telling to produce such great epic drama’s and comedies.
Wednesday 11:55 p.m.
Days Blur Together
Today is already Wednesday, fancy that. Do you ever get those days where time has passed you and when you thought it was Tuesday it was indeed the day after. It’s weird how that sometimes happens and it’s more puzzling how you stereotype the week as having gone fast.
The night is now almost over and now that I’ve had myself a piece of salami to eat and am gearing up for two pieces of cheese to make my eyes more drowsy I shall hopefully be asleep soon. I suppose it’s a good thing that my days appear to be going faster in day to day life because it seems like my next payment is just around the corner.
On the other hand, these days that are so similar to each other and remind me of American money (Same sort of note for every currency) would seem to be detrimental to those days when I will look back upon my past and ask myself “Where did it all go.”
In contrast to my stereotype of this week having gone fast I can gratify my whole year as to be going just around the right pace, not too fast not too slow. Compared to last year which was relatively fast and gone before I could even say ‘1997’ my year so far has been full of memories and for that it seems like a long year despite my continual boredom at home and endlessly long nights awake.
Waking Up To Sneezes
As I anticipated my sleep was forwarded but not as much as I would have liked it to be. Last night I didn’t play any games on my computer, rather I looked through my Diary for a little while and then began work on the bodybuilding records on my computer. That took me just a little under an hour, the rest of the time was spent watching television. Instead of getting to sleep at my now usual 6:30 a.m. I decided to close my eyes at 5:30 a.m. and because of that I woke up just a little earlier than usual, 3:00 p.m.
Like a Thunderbolt had struck me I jumped out of bed still weak in the bones but eager to have myself a shower. Walking outside I once again had myself a sneeze in the nice warm hot weather. Mum was upstairs on the veranda and as she looked down at a sloppy tired looking me she said hello. To me it was morning, the first moments of waking up and a real buzz to be sneezing in such heat, to her it was the winding up of her day, so contrasting.
Sneaking To The Shower
Trudging back inside I grabbed myself a towel I had brought downstairs the previous night for the reason that I knew I would be too tired to walk upstairs and get one. Besides, I sleep in the nude and every time I wake up in the morning (Which is my night time of sleep) I sneak my way to the bathroom naked.
Luckily mum or dad haven’t been downstairs any of the times I have made my way to the bathroom but I was almost caught by my dad a week ago when I was sneaking behind the door, peeping to see if anyone was outside.
To my surprise as I prepared to walk out my dad opened the garage door and it was only then that I realized the car was warming up and my dad was coming in to put his shoes on. Luckily he only could have seen my head poking out before it slid back into my room.
That particular time I put on some shorts but usually I’m nude and that’s the reason most of the times I don’t want to head upstairs for a towel, I can’t be bothered putting on my shorts and marching up those stairs. Instead, I bring my towel downstairs the night before so I can just wrap it around myself and head for the shower or just head for the shower in the nude.
Sunbaking In The Backyard
Right after finishing my comforting shower I made my way to my room where I dried myself off and placing some shorts on made my way to the backyard. In hand was my towel which was placed upon the warm ground for an active body to rest upon it.
Lying down onto my Chest was my first inclination of movement and there for what seemed to be around ten minutes did the sun protrude upon inviting skin. Where tense once was this skin, now it felt loosened and relaxed. The clouds began to turn as I too turned and for that my Chest did not receive all the attention it deserved by such heat now camouflaged.
The day was already late enough so I didn’t consider making my way to Campbelltown or Bradbury shops for that matter. Tomorrow I probably won’t get that chance either because I might be heading off with Keith to the beach if I can sleep much earlier tonight. Rather, the rest of the day was spent taking programs off the computer and making plenty more space for me to play with. ‘Sim Isle’ is the game I wanted to load onto my computer and by the end of the day that ambition was fulfilled.

Diary Of A Mad Chaos is a daily diary written from March 1996 until today, of which individual books and book series have been created, namely “The Lost Years” an exploration of young, entwined love, the “Wubao In China (猎艳奇缘)” book series which provides an extensive comparative analysis of the cultural differences between Eastern and Western societies, and the book titled “Foreigner (华人)” an exploration of race relations in Australia.
